what makes me so damned anxious? and determined? and heartbroken? and scared?…………..
…………that ryan is here. and i’m supposed to help leave him something a little bit better. not all better. not perfect. he’s got to have his shot at working out all this life shit… it’s just that i hate feeling like i’m leaving him something on the verge of disaster.
don’t rec the party… chit and chat. mostly, though… remember to be excellent to each other.
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leave me lots……..
and teach him to garden.
Knowledge is better than wealth: you have to look after wealth, knowledge looks after you.
for him to have when he’s 18 would enable him to see you as a complex human making your way through a truly troubled world – and let you express to him things now – that he will understand later.
halftime