Well, I am stupid! I thought that the girl loved me, but I was just fascinated. My heart is just about gone. We DID hold hands and DID kiss night before last, but that was it.
I am done to the core, and if I do not post anything here for a while it is not your fault, but mine. I am extremely depressed that I was to stupid to think that an 18 year old mother, and her two year old daughter, would want an old man like me to be her lover and her daughter’s father.
I am not just silly, I AM STUPID.
There is no other text, except for the ones that you have to punish me.
Warmest regards,
Doc