(10 pm. – promoted by ek hornbeck)
If you are expecting anything normal, please skip to the next essay … oh wait, this is Docudharma, scourge of the intertron!
Nevermind.
If compassion were
a person standing before me
or an animal, a tree,
or a chair or even a computer
or an I-pod,
I would bow before her, him, it
with some real confidence.
So write something
to effect you are not pure
but covered with slung shit,
encrusted, all sorts of gross images
till it can be seen, felt,
smelt, tasted, heard.
Then a shift of vision
to the lotus which grows
from that very exact same shit
and the vision I had a thousand
lifetimes ago about being
mired in that vile manure but
of my own free will
looking directly up at the
White Tara deity,
embodiment of compassion
from that foul pool
of obscuration and hopelessness,
and willingly feeling
I was contributing
to that compassion,
looking miraculously
upward, it was
no different than
standing in midtown
or wall street
walking down the street
never even thinking to
look up and then
you look up
and everything is
entirely different,
your view has
transformed.
a crazy thing!
so understand
and remember:
homage
to Tara is
homage to
compassion
1/22/09 – I didn’t have anything to blog about, but I wanted to drop in and make my dharmaniac mark for this is what I’m up to lately and what’s on me mind
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I’m still trying to determine what that even means
And Hágoónee.
I see specks and floaters. 🙂
I’m glad this is the place you lay down markers.
Carry on.
I’m attracted to them when they are still wet; that’s when I see all their fabulous colors. After they dry, they lose their lustre. I wonder how I was attracted to them in the first place? Was I seeing things?
However, I am confident that what I saw was real, but nothing can match the initial discovery. Even when I take them home at put them in my glass vase with water , they still don’t have quite the initial attraction.
shit but it makes a great fertilizer. 😉
((((((Kitty))))))
For you, from my garden just before sunset today.
Sometimes I see her & sometimes she does not beckon.
Then when I`m enjoying a strawberry (they ripen one at a time for some reason), or tasting the garden cabbage, there she is, as if by chance.
Thanks for this survival manual for the shit-encrusted and spiritually diseased.
who live in your mind get riled up easily just when you think there gone they use your senses to wreck your loving kindness. NY must really set them off. I keep reminding myself I’m not the crazy monkey’s but then I think I made them their mine. Watching them from afar is best but I haven’t quite got there yet. I must on some level feel compassion for them.
Cauchy!
glad you stopped in. Hope you have a nice holiday.