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Jan 01 2008
I’ve Got My Dance Card
The thing I’m continually learning is so simple: I define my life. I stand up or down. I say yes or no. I fight, go along, or give up. It comes down to just me.
The way I see it, this blip in time is mine. But not for much longer, as I can imagine a time when humans, as we are now, probably won’t exist. The upside is that I’m sure some other type of earthling will evolve. Will they love van Gogh and Bach though? I don’t know.
I like to think these new earthlings will be as awestruck by star dust and sunlight as I… that they will try to figure out a way to describe the thud and splat of raindrops and the whisper of wind through tall grass… that they’ll fall in love and have their own dance. I’ve stopped being sad that it won’t be mine in a million years from now.
However. That’s then. This is now and I’ve got my dance card. I can’t help it if George Bush is on it. But fuck him.
Dec 29 2007
Pony Party: best and worst movies of 2007
Year end lists… well, then how about movies???
Dec 24 2007
reading in the raw… The Night Before Christmas
narrated by pfiore8
here it is… Clement Clarke Moore’s The Night Before Christmas
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Dec 24 2007
12 Days of Christmas, Docudharma Style
Hey, we’re back with the final version of Docudharma’s 12 Days of Christmas. Most of the lyrics have come from Rusty1776 and On The Bus. If you have lyrics, leave them in the comments… so please join in!!! But first, I’m re-posting Frank Kelly’s 12 Days of Christmas because I think it’s just hysterical. I’m laughing as i try to embed this… really and truly… this is great.
Dec 22 2007
Happiness is…
I’m on my way to the train station to pick up my dutchman. and he has presents for me!!!
i’m happy. i’m sure i can infect others with my happiness. so here’s a sappy, sentimental, love-drenched short short short essay just about being happy.
you can laugh at me. go ahead. curse out George Bush. get riled over dopey democrats… talk politics.
i’m going to talk about how cute my dutchman is… and how excited i am to see all of my family. for us, Christmas will start tonight and go through Tuesday!!!!!!!
hey… we’re all getting together to go out for dinner tonight. NO DISHES… no fuss. no muss.
and Christmas is my birthday and i love my birthday… i’ll be 53 (well, somebody has to be 53) and look forward to another 53 years…
i’m listening to Christmas music (Gloria Stefan… fabulous btw)…
hahahahahahaha… life is great.
Dec 22 2007
Pony Party: Merry-Holidays-All-Ye-Lurkers Edition
This is a call to all those who lurk around the Pony Parties… welcome! and please feel free to say hello. go ahead and leave a comment. be silly or serious. be profound or profane. just don’t recommend this pony party…
Tonight, I wanted to post this comment from ek hornbeck… it’s a wonderfully written short short short story. I didn’t want it to get lost, so enjoy it…
My ego and I sit in the bars… (2+ / 0-)
have a drink or two… play the juke box. And soon the faces of all the other people they turn toward mine and they smile. And they’re saying, “We don’t know your name, mister, but you’re a very nice fella.” My ego and I warm ourselves in all these golden moments. We’ve entered as strangers – soon we have friends. And they come over… and they sit with us… and they drink with us… and they talk to us. They tell about the big terrible things they’ve done and the big wonderful things they’ll do. Their hopes, and their regrets, and their loves, and their hates. All very large, because nobody ever brings anything small into a bar. And then I introduce them to my ego… and he’s bigger and grander than anything they offer me. And when they leave, they leave impressed. The same people seldom come back; but that’s envy, my dear. There’s a little bit of envy in the best of us.
Well, maybe one more…this gem from a new poster (and former lurker???), Faber…
In my time zone… (4.00 / 9)
…the solstice comes at 10:08 PM tomorrow, in the midst of all the fizzle-and-bang of cultural convention. We have lived for uncounted millions of years beneath the recurring circles of this particular sky; whether we choose to surface the fact to ourselves or not, we have evolved internal representations of them, deeper than words go. The longest darkness, in which things quicken that will manifest as the days lengthen again… We are equipped to know, without the news reaching us over the problematical, uncertain road from an imagined Jerusalem, that this is our time for birthing gods.
Might I crave your indulgence and bring, to this party, one particularly starchy old red tomcat? He really doesn’t get out enough, and I’ve a notion it would do him good.
by: Faber @ Thu Dec 20, 2007 at 19:35:27 PST
Dec 21 2007
writing in the raw: making believe
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Rummaging through ornaments, I pick up three of my favorites. A trio of polar bears, made from a kind of velvet elvis-like material. They all have this innocent hey lady, where’s the hot chocolate and cookies look when really, they’re eyeing the red-lacquered wagon. And they do it every year … ha! One bear climbs in as the other two take up positions pulling and pushing the wiggly little cart across the window sill. It’s a sweet little vignette until the “it’s my turn to ride in the wagon” starts. But we’ve all been there…
The snowmen, generally a more gentlemanly bunch, find a place around a sparkly tree on a quiet sill away from the bears. Greenery gets hung around my fire place (as much make believe as the polar bears and snowmen), and I light candles in its pretend hearth. The collection of Santas, with big bellies and spindly legs, have gathered around the wood-cut fir to admire the fine glass sleigh parked there and piled high with packages. Christmas music is playing and this year, snow surrounds my little place.
There’s nothing sadder in this world than to awake Christmas morning and not be a child. ~Erma Bombeck
I like make-believing. I especially like make-believing in Santa because he always has faith in what kids believe, seeing beyond wish-lists and into their innocent hearts. The right jolly old elf doesn’t just leave a doll or stuffed animal, but playmates who never tire of tea parties, building forts in forests, or turning sticks into swords . These rag-tagged companions never object to being dragged along on all the Lewis & Clark-like expeditions kids love to make.
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Dec 20 2007
I have had enough of this shit, seriously
from Greyhawk’s essay The news of the recent White House fire isn’t the first time an area near and dear to national security went up in flames shortly after a judge ruled against Cheney’s log privilege. from buhdy…Chuck Schumer: Senators were too quick to accept the nominees’ word that they would respect legal precedents, and …
Dec 20 2007
Pony Party: The Night Sky
note: let’s try this one again…
It’s the time of year… we look upward for a sign
Maybe it’ll be this year… we’ll find what we’ve always been looking for.
We lay there & looked up at the night sky and she told me about stars called blue squares and red swirls and I told her I’d never heard of them. Of course not, she said, the really important stuff they never tell you. You have to imagine it on your own.”
Brian Andreas, Blue Squares
Dec 19 2007
Pony Party: The Night Sky
It’s the time of year… we look upward for a sign
Maybe it’ll be this year… we’ll find what we’ve always been looking for.
We lay there & looked up at the night sky and she told me about stars called blue squares and red swirls and I told her I’d never heard of them. Of course not, she said, the really important stuff they never tell you. You have to imagine it on your own.”
Brian Andreas, Blue Squares
Dec 17 2007
christmas movies
Babes in Toyland 1934 w/Laurel & Hardy
The Bishop’s Wife 1947 with Cary Grant, Loretta Young, and David Niven
A Charlie Brown Christmas 1965, animated of course
A Miracle on 34th Street 1947, Natalie Wood, Maureen O’Hara, John Payne, and an amazing performance by Edmund Gwenn
Prancer Sam Elliott, Cloris Leachman, Abe Vigoda, and Rebecca Harrell as Jess, in a performance that, for me, defines and reveals the truth of a true child’s heart
Home Alone 1990, Macaulay Culkin, Joe Pesci, Daniel Stern, Catherine O’Hara, John Heard, and a small gem of a performance by John Candy.