Friday Philosophy: Jump Shift?

Phase in.  Phase out.  Out of Phaze.

Phase shift.  

Some people shift paradigms.  I shift points of view.  Sometimes I have felt forced to do so.  Sometimes I choose to do so intentionally.  Sometimes I have taken a chance at shifting willingly.

I’ve come to the fork in the road, so to speak.  (Insert Slauson Cutoff joke here)  Do I step on the transporter or not?  Do I scatter my atoms across the universe?

Mitosis?  Cytokinesis?  Meiosis?  

Will these metaphors never cease?

Some people write prose.  Some people write poetry.  Some people write both.  I haven’t yet discovered how to write both simultaneously.

My life is an open book.  It used to be a closed book, filled with paragraphs, chapters, even volumes of unwritten prose.  Every novel I read was rewritten in my head to tell the story of the parts not written by the author.  Perhaps that’s how I kept my sanity.  Perhaps it was part of the insanity.  Sometimes one has to live in the fiction in order to survive visiting reality.  So I’ve lived hundreds of lives on thousands of planets.  

When reality is more insane than the fiction, I’ve chosen the fiction.  I became Gaby Plauget.  I  have been Qing-jao.  I was Reverdy Jian.  Perhaps I am India Carless, Trouble on the wire.

I’ve switched genres.  Damn have I switched genres.  The Me who lives inside my head has reached conclusions about life and identity and existence and had to change to understand the book that is this life.  The Writer writes the pages not written.  The pages say what the pages say.  The Reader is always the last to know.  And sometimes the Reader has resisted turning the page, in Fear of what the next chapter might bring, fearful of having to endure pain, totally aware of past scars.  But the Writer writes.

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Storyboard

Performance Art

A life is a play in many acts

each day a new scene

Sometimes one is the actor

and sometimes the script

but a life only attains

full measure or meaning

when one assumes

the role of director

–Robyn Elaine Serven

–November 30, 2005

Through life altering changes, I have done what the Writer has written.  The biggest change occurred when I figured out that I, the Director, was actually the person in charge, that I have the power to tell the Writer how the story goes, that I can rough out the next chapter before it is written.

From time to time, I have changed the delivery mechanism.  When I transitioned I began to share my story.  Sometimes prose, more rarely poetry.  One or the other, but almost never both.  Entering one room involves leaving the other.

Decisions, decisions.  What to do.  Is it time to take another plunge into the poetic portion of my brain?  Or at least make the attempt?  Do I turn the spigot, knowing full well that in the past experience has proved that turning on the poems quite likely turns off the prose?  Does Louis Wu use the stepping disk?

Do these metaphors ever cease?

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Inner Light

Personal Evolution

(an unfinished poem about a life not ended)

Brief moments of awareness…

like the immersion

of a skipping shell

in the liquid

of another life.

Suppression…Submission…Denial

Insistence…Duality…Fear

Anger…Confusion…Dissociation

Coalescence of self…

the protecting shell

loses momentum,

ceases skipping,

and begins to sink.

Control…Struggle…Pain

Loss…Crisis…Acknowledgment

Hope…Death…Existence

Birth of identity…

the sinking of the shell

propels up a splash,

a pearl of dew,

which hangs suspended.

Trying…Failing…Crying

Learning…Knowing…Growing

Assimilating…Adapting…Being

Examination of soul…

while gravity stops,

the revealing lens

zooms through the wet,

uncovering layers.

Exhilaration…Disappointment…Loss

Pride…Necessity…Doubt

Honesty…Certainty…Change.

Assertion of gender…

Vibration of ego…

internal bonds break,

the mist that was dew

drifts on the wind,

scattering slowly.

Listening…Traveling…Speaking

Reading…Witnessing…Writing

Relocating…Suffering…Returning

Perusal of purpose…

catching an updraft

the mist attaches

to motes of dust

from other life paths.

Joining…Disclosing…Contributing

Attending…Despairing…Meeting

Enjoying…Loving…Committing

Analysis of life…

shifting perspective

the damp dust

provides fertile ground

for germs of wisdom

. . .

dot dot dot

–Robyn Elaine Serven

–January 17, 1997

I know myself.    When it seems like I don’t know what I want, Fear lingers in the mist, perhaps a page or two in the future.

The Writer has yet to write what it is.  The Reader is in suspense.

Both are aware of the past.  My history indicates that when reality becomes insane, sometimes I head for greener pastures.  I have been a master of the jump discontinuity.

The one constant is change.

New Straw Poll to Vote for Dennis Kucinich: “Tsunami Tuesday”

Dear Dharmaniacs,

I hope this will ease a bit of the pain and disillusionment surrounding Kucinich’s sad, yet wise, drop-out from Presidential contention.  He certainly fought hard, but the quivering corporatists refused to give him a chance to speak his message.

Many, many people who have heard some of his message have said, “I agree with what he says, and I would vote for him if he had a chance.”  They go on to say that since he does NOT have a chance, they feel they should vote for someone who has.  They feel they  should vote for Blabbidy Blah – one of the corporate preselected “acceptable” contestants.  The media has effectively perfomed its corporate-assigned job. This is Circular Disfunctionality!  Self-Fulfilling Prophecy!  Destructive and Disastrous Democraticropolitis!      

So, to ease our frustration a little and to make a statement, I’m sending a copy of a letter I received from Independent Primary.com.  Go vote on “Tsunami Tuesday.”  I hope my hyper links work.  If not, just go to Independent Primary and figure out where to click.

I, for one, will continue to work to restore our democracy through FDR New Deal principles.  Thanks.

Dear Sydney,

Today, January 24, 2008, Dennis Kucinich announced he is dropping out of the Presidential Race.

We want your voice as an independent-minded American to be heard.

So we’re going to give you another vote in the IndependentPrimary.Com “Tsunami Tuesday” vote.

You can go now to click here and cast a new vote for your choice.

Sincerely,

Jim Mangia & Linda Curtis

IndependentPrimary.Com

PS. I know Dennis personally, and I want to extend my congratulations on a hard fought Presidential Campaign. Given his courageous stands for democracy, I think he’d want everyone to cast a ballot…

IndependentPrimary.Com and have your voice heard.

Four at Four

  1. The New York Times reports Democrats test messages in early nationwide ads.

    A coast-to-coast onslaught of presidential campaign advertisements began rolling out this week, with Senators Barack Obama and Hillary Rodham Clinton already spending millions on commercials in Feb. 5 nominating states on a scale more reminiscent of a general election…

    By choosing to spend several million dollars each on commercials that will run simultaneously in more than a dozen states over the next 10 days – and, in Mr. Obama’s case, on CNN and MSNBC as well – Mr. Obama and Mrs. Clinton are being driven by the tight nature of the race thus far and by the bunching of Democratic nominating contests in 22 states on Feb. 5…

    Even the cable networks said they were caught off guard by the decision of Mr. Obama’s campaign to take to the air nationally nearly 10 months before the November election, instead of just focusing on local advertising in states holding contests on Feb. 5.

    By comparison, Senator John Kerry, the Democratic nominee in 2004, did not buy advertising time on CNN until that spring, when his nomination was assured and he began focusing on November. He did not buy time on MSNBC until after the nominating convention that summer.

    And while Clinton and Obama commericials are reaching viewers, the NY Times reports that “John Edwards accused his Democratic rivals of bringing ‘New York and Chicago politics to South Carolina’ on Friday, and told voters on the day before the primary here that he is the only candidate who will represent their interests in the White House… The Edwards campaign released a new television ad on Friday, with the title ‘Grown Up’, using footage from the Democratic debate on Monday when Mrs. Clinton and Mr. Obama fired back at each other and Mr. Edwards intervened, calling it ‘squabbling’.”

  2. The Washington Post reports Guam braces for peaceful military incursion. “The Pentagon has chosen Guam, a quirkily American place that marries the beauty of Bali with the banality of Kmart, as the prime location in the western Pacific for projecting U.S. military muscle… [and] set to become a rapid-response platform for problems ranging from pirates to terrorists to tsunamis, as well as a highly visible reminder to China that the United States is nearby and watching. To that end, U.S. Marines by the thousands and U.S. tax dollars by the billions ($13 billion at last count) are to be dispatched to Guam over the next six years, along with a major-league military kit that includes Trident submarines, a ballistic missile task force, Navy Special Operations forces and Air Force F-22 fighter jets. Nuclear-powered attack submarines and B-2 stealth bombers have already arrived, and preparations are being made to accommodate aircraft carriers.”

  3. The Guardian reports that bad news that
    Amazon deforestation increases sharply
    . Amazon rainforest deforestation has “risen sharply. Government satellite images show that at least 1,280 sq miles (3,235 sq kilometers) of rainforest were lost between August and December last year, mainly because of soy planting and cattle ranching. Environment ministry officials believe the true figure could be as high as 2,700 sq miles (7,000 sq kilometers)… The Brazilian Amazon has been decimated by a combination of loggers, farmers and ranchers over the last 40 years. Environmentalists say as much as 20% of the rainforest has already been destroyed, mostly since the 70s. A further 40% could be lost by 2050 if that trend is not reversed, they estimate.”

    Generous US subsidies for biofuel crops are a big factor behind the sudden deforestation. Thousands of US farmers have switched from soya to maize to produce ethanol, which has increased the world soya price and encouraged Brazilian farmers to clear forests for soya farms… 40% of the Amazon could be lost by 2050 if the trends continue.”

  4. According to Spiegel, there is A new look into the center of the earth. “For years, scientists have known that continents float around on the Earth’s surface like ice bergs on the ocean. But what happens deep beneath our feet? A new theory envisions graveyards for continents and a life cycle not unlike the weather.”

    Maruyama Shigenori, a Japanese geophysicist, “is stirring things up with a new fascinating theory on the lifecycle of the Earth’s crust… Maruyama is convinced that he understands what happens deep below our feet… According to Maruyama, the key ingredient for the chemistry of the Earth’s interior is the same one that determines the weather on the surface: water. The sunken ocean plates have old seawater locked in their mineral structure — only a few parts per thousand, but enough to drastically change the characteristics of the rock.”

The Phelps Phund — Turning Back Hate and Fostering Progress

On January 22, 2008, Australian actor Heath Ledger died. On that very same day, the fanatical Westboro Baptist Church posted a news release chock-full of their hate-filled vitriol that announced their intention to picket the funeral.

The cult-like hate group, which claims that it is their love for all that inspires their actions (to save the souls of homosexuals), appears to have enormous resources.  They often fly on short notice to picket funerals of homosexuals, trangendered people and — most recently — they have even added soldiers to their list of targets. They claim that events like 9/11, Hurrican Katrina and all the major catastrophes and wars impacting the US today are God’s punishment to the nation.1

It’s time to use their own fervor against them.

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Calling All Angels

In November of 2007, MetroWeekly published an article called Avenging Angel about Romaine Patterson, the co-host of the Derek & Romaine show on Sirius Satellite Radio’s gay channel, OutQ. From the article:

Patterson garnered national attention for organizing a peaceful counter-protest against Phelps and his minions during the trial of Shepard’s killers. Appearing as angels, Patterson and her allies wore large white wings blocking Phelps’ ”Matt Burns In Hell” signs from view. That effort launched Angel Action in 1999, an international initiative that promotes peaceful counter protests against hate-driven demonstrations.

The impact was profound.

When Romaine arrived at St. Marks Church in Casper, Wyoming for Matthew’s Memorial service she was shocked by what she found outside standing across the street. It had been said that, due to the massive media attention Matthew’s death had garnered, there were going to be protests at the service. No one could have prepared Romaine for the hate she would see that day.

As the snow fell and people crowded around the church, Romaine couldn’t take her eyes away from the neon colored signs that stood out in bright contrast to the snow. A baptist minister by the name of Fred Phelps led the small group of protesters holding signs reading, “God hates Fags”, “Matt in hell”, “AIDS cures Fags” among many others. On a day of mourning Romaine was only reminded of the hate that took the life of her dear friend.

In early April, 1999 the trials for Matthew’s accussed killers began. Upon hearing the rumor that Fred Phelps intended to protest outside the court house, Romaine came up with an idea. She founded Angel Action a peaceful protest in order to share a message of peace, compassion and love in a time where everyone was focused on the issue of hate.

Fred Phelps showed up in Laramie with a dozen “God Hates Fags” picketers, but he was quickly silenced when Romaine’s angels showed up at the court house. Phelps and his group were surrounded by a dozen counter-demonstrators in flowing white angel costumes with 10-foot wingspans rising seven feet high. The angels turned their backs on Phelps, smiled and silently blocked him from the view of passersby at that time. The impact that the angels had on the residents of Laramie would not be felt until much later when the angels started getting requests for “do it yourself” angel kits to be used all over the country.

That was an amazing action, but it didn’t end there. What it stood for was an opportunity — an opportunity to oppose the deadly spread of hate by inspiring hope in a peaceful manner. Patterson’s first press release about the angels essentially said it all in the first paragraph:

Before you stands a band of angels. They come from a number of backgrounds: they don’t represent any one group; they don’t represent any one religion, sex, race, age, or sexual orientation. They are merely a group of people who joined with me because they believe in honesty and truth. So often we find that people are willing to make a lot of noise about what they believe to be true. We don’t believe that we have to say anything at all. Aside from this brief explanatory statement, our actions will speak for themselves. Just one look and the truth is plainly clear. Our focus is to bring forth a message of peace and love. Hatred is running rampant through our everyday lives. But as a group, we choose to lift ourselves above that hatred. We feel as so many others do, that love and compassion for our community and our humanity are the answers that so many people are desperately searching for.

[Emphasis mine.]

Isn’t that what we’re all hoping to do? Through our various actions, contributions, writings, rantings and accomplishments, we’re all seeking to establish a progressive foothold against the onslaught of hate, lies, racism, prejudice, homophobia and greed.

The Fred Phelps clan and many others like them will always be around, but they need not be effective in their crusade to twist hatred in the name of “morality” into a tool of oppression and destruction.

There’s a way we can help.

In the Arms of An Angel

We can make a difference, and bring about change, by using the crass opportunism of fanatical “ministries” against them.  A friend of mine hit upon the idea just the other day.

The best way to deal with Phelps and his clan is to bring back the angels.  Remember the folks with the white robes and big wings who created a wall of white between Phelps and everyone else at Matthew Shepard’s funeral.  Wherever the Phelps people go, there should be angels.

The other thing to do is create a national Phelps Phund.  Anyone can join.  You agree to pay $1 or whatever amount for every minute Phelps actually protests.  (This has been done very effectively in several places already.)  So if Phelps is out there for an hour, you donate $60.  Get enough people doing this and you raise tens of thousands of dollars to fight AIDS or some other important cause.  Then the money is donated in Phelps name and you place a thank you page on the web,  “Thank you, Fred Phelps for raising 10K for Homeless Gays, AIDS, Veterans Relief, etc.”  And you update the total every time Fred protests.

That effectively neutralizes Phelps in a way that most people will cheer.  You do what the peacock does, you eat the poison berries and turn them into something beautiful.

And here’s where you really turn it into a win.  Every time Phelps gets media coverage, you alert the media to the Phelps Phund so that the media has the opportunity to put a positive spin on Phelps’ publicity seeking, by showing how other folks are responding.  That creates even more money for the Phelps Phund.

Eventually, you get to write an open letter to the Phelps Phamily.  “Keep it up.  As long as you continue to display the naked ugly face of hatred and bigotry, you are arousing the good people of this nation to stand for making a real difference.  Every minute you protest – ka-ching – another thousand dollars goes to … etc.”  So that eventually, the Phelps Phamily is not just neutralized, but neutered.  The way to beat them is to make them feel futile.

It’s a great idea.  A “Phelps Phund” that will help turn the poison berries of Fred’s picketing peers into a message — and funding source — capable of beautiful things.

So, this is what needs to happen:

1. People who can help design the Phund to ensure proper fiscal management — how do we manage it, how do we disseminate it, how do we report it — need to add their thoughts to the comments thread.

2. People who can help manage the Phund and help with media contacts and crafting the appropriate counter-hate message should respond in comments.

3. All people who are interested in helping but don’t feel they can respond to #1 or #2 should disseminate this post to every person or organization that they can for more input, support and assistance.  Please note every significant contact that you send a message to in the comments below. Do ~not~ put the contact informaiton there, in order to avoid troll activity — let the trolls do their own digging. Before you contact anyone, please check the threads to see if that person or group has already been contacted, and try to avoid replication unless the contactee prefers to see a higher degree of interest.

This message will appear on ePluribus Media, DailyKos and Docudharma; you may reprint it anywhere, but please link back to one of the originals.

It’s time to put up an effective counter op to the rampant insanity and hatred that is currently under-opposed and inadequately — but beautifully — challenged.

UPDATE: (12:31 am EST, 26 Jan 2008)

From the news:

Baptist Union of Australia president Reverend Ross Clifford said Australian baptists were not associated with the Westboro church.

He said the thoughts and prayers of Australian baptists were with Ledger’s family and friends in their grief and sadness.

“The intention of … Westboro Baptist Church members to picket the memorial services is completely inappropriate,” he said.

“Their statements are increasingly extreme and counter-productive.”

Meanwhile, back in the bat-cave…

Westboro parishioner Shirley Phelps told Sydney radio station 2Day FM she would picket services.

“I’m going to picket him in two places,” she told 2Day FM.

“I’m going to stand outside of any public memorial service that he has here.

“And then the other place I’m going to picket him is when they prop him up to worship his dead, rotting carcass further at the Oscars. I’ll be right outside by the red carpet.”

The church has ruled out travelling to Australia for the funeral.

Ledger’s family will hold a private memorial in New York today.

A public remembrance has also been proposed for Los Angeles in the coming days.

Ah, nothing like a good god-fearing lunatic with self-righteous wrath…

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Footnotes

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1. Yes, they are indeed insisting that all tragedies that befall our nation are God’s punishment, and they rejoice over the death of “soldiers and sinners” alike. Here’s a link to a page containing a YouTube clip of Tyra Banks interviewing Mrs. Phelps and two of her daughters.  See how far you get before you have to stop it…

Killing the internet for profit

http://subvertandprofit.com/

What can I say about stuff like this.  It’s Friday and surely time to get an eighteen pack on the ride home.  A hearty Seig Heil Illuminati salute, get your globalization grease out to you all because BOHICA.

For those with less than my razor sharp perceptions of Satanically influenced social policies and norms I will elaborate later in the comments.

The New Depression Officially Arrives!

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Perhaps some of our financial boffins can help me out here…have all of our repressions recessions since the great depression followed in the wake of a long stretch of Republican rule? As I understand it, it takes a while for the economy to react to whatever the latest voodoo mumbo-jumbo the ruling class Republicans have invented to get richer on the backs of the poor and middle class to kick in and really screw us ….after putting the sand in the Vaseline. Is that correct? It IS possible that I am a little, shall we say biased, when it comes to our fiends from across the aisle.

Many fine blogistians have commented on how the zeitgeist is feeling very 1929ish these days. And I think it is safe to say that we can blame the latest round of tax-cuts that even some RICH people say are grossly unfair, the de-regulation and wink, wink, nudge, nudge Robber Baron approach to corporate greed profits, revving up the war machine to give the MIC, and the loansharks we borrow from to pay the MIC, our collective credit card, and the general anti-bonhomie of “I got mine fuck you jack” atmosphere of any long period of Republican “government” looting the economy, for the current, disturbing rash of foreclosures, inflation, and general financial panic.

But now….amidst all the speculation and angst that goes with our economy being SO bloody strong six months ago (a purposely perpetrated illusion due solely to the prevarications, manipulations and masturbations of the Bushco pyramid scheme economic deception) to the current atmosphere of waiting for the other Manolo Blahnik to descend and crush the last remaining life from the middle class and spur the poor to long for the good old days when they were just REALLY poor and not incredibly, impossibly, soul crushingly poor, we have our first solid cultural evidence that the curtain of financial despair and desperation has descended.

Bonnie and Clyde are back

The bad news? Financial ruin, families suffering, (more) children starving….and the rich getting richer, and enjoying a lavish lifestyle while those children go to bed hungry.

The good news? New movies, books….and myths like Bonnie and Clyde and Tom Joad, born out of the kind of suffering, desperate creativity that has always been spurred when the rich decide to manipulate the economy to shit all over the poor and middle class.

Invisible hand my ass.

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This essay has been sponsored by 49 years of brewing anger at social injustice in the richest country in the world.

Bring NOLA To The Debates–Pass It On!

Times Picayune columnist Chris Rose recently has an interesting idea. He tells in this column how he attempted to book a lot of Oxford, Mississippi’s 650 hotel rooms for the night of the presidential debate to be held there. And found that they’d already been booked. So here’s another idea:

Since the Commission on Presidential Debates won’t be bringing any of its debates to New Orleans, why can’t New Orleanians and those who support New Orleans bring New Orleans to all four debates that are scheduled by this august body for this fall?

Here’s how this can be done: For each day any of these debates has been scheduled, New Orleans activists should plan to flood (pun intended) the city it will be held in with busloads of demonstrators. These busloads could come not only from New Orleans but also cities with large concentrations of evacuees who’ve been unable to return–Houston, Atlanta, etc. People from the Mississippi Gulf Coast and elsewhere in the disaster zone, still stuck in FEMA trailers or otherwise having trouble with Katrina recovery would also be invited to participate.

These protests could start in Oxford on Sept. 26th. And they hopefully would be huge enough to tie up traffic–so massive neither the candidates and their people nor members of the media, nor any of the other debate principals including the esteemed Paul G. Kirk, Jr. and the rest of the BushCo lackeys on the commission–would find it easy to make their way to the debate venue.

And these New Orleans demonstrations should not be simple marches and rallies. That would be too mundane–not good enough for a New Orleans that wants to show Paul G. Kirk and the rest of America that she can put on a big event–and not just do so in New Orleans. The protests would need to include New Orleans musicians who’d perform jazz, the blues, zydeco, and other music for which New Orleans and Louisiana are famous. And other performers including dancers. Each protest could be like a mini-Mardi Gras. The demonstrators would also have to set up props like FEMA trailers and a homeless people’s tent village–which they could call Bushvilles and Republican Row.

Last but not least, there should be trucks with cooking facilities like there are at festivals. Where po’boys, gumbo, jambalaya, and all sorts of other New Orleans treats could be sold–with proceeds going to New Orleans charities engaged in rebuilding and helping her people recover. (And in the case of Oxford and the rest of the places in which the debates are being held, that would probably be the most delicious food people there have had in years!)

Also, when the debates take place, New Orleans demonstrators would need to swarm into the venues and, during the debates, shout out questions about New Orleans and Katrina. And not shut up until their questions are answered or at least until New Orleans and Katrina are being talked about. Rude? Yes–but sometimes rudeness is necessary to get attention. And unfortunately during this campaign attention to New Orleans and her problems, which have not been treated as campaign issues, so far has been in very short supply. Being nice, quiet, and polite clearly has not worked. New Orleans has been ignored, and her people disenfranchised and treated as if they were invisible. It’s time for New Orleanians  to be seen and make their voices heard.

And there would be no way either the candidates or the mainstream media would be able to ignore these demonstrations and maintain their credibility. So they would hopefully attract attention to New Orleans and let the rest of America know that her people’s plight continues.

These demonstrations sound like a complex plan–but based on the success of last fall’s Jena rallies, they would be doable. The seeds just need to be sown in the blogosphere for an idea such as this to come to fruition. It’s time to get to work on this–now.

And here’s another idea to get a presidential debate for New Orleans:

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Please post this following e-mail to Brian Williams on NBC Nightly News’ blog, Daily Nightly.

Dear Brian,

In spite of the historic, tragic impact of Katrina and New Orleans’ flood not only on Louisiana and Mississippi but on America as a whole, and the fact that the Bush Administration has been neglecting New Orleans’ recovery, this dual disaster has very rarely come up in presidential debates.

So I am calling on NBC News to sponsor a presidential debate on these topics to be held in New Orleans this fall. This seems to be the only way this disaster and the slow recovery, which are still having traumatic effects on people in Louisiana and Mississippi, will be talked about.

Remember the way Yucca Mountain, a local issue of interest only to Nevadans, was discussed in the last Las Vegas debate, which you moderated? Katrina and the flood, which unlike Yucca Mountain, have had national importance and are still affecting Americans, should be discussed at least as well as has Yucca Mountain. And a debate in New Orleans may be the only way this will happen.

And New Orleans would be the ideal venue for the presidential nominees to discuss many other domestic campaign issues because in effect New Orleans after the flood has been the “canary in the coal mine” regarding these things: the economy, health care, the environment, civil rights, poverty, education, immigration, the elderly, children, etc.

I hope you and NBC News will give this idea serious consideration. A New Orleans debate as she is recovering would be historic, and we need a debate in New Orleans.

COPY THIS, PASTE IT, AND PASS IT ON!.

In fact, feel free to link or crosspost this entire diary anyplace you can do so, and PASS IT ON!

Sharing Music

I don’t think I could express how much music means to me and what has influenced my perceptions and taste, but I’ve been really happy to see a resurgence of meaningful good music and I wanted to at least try and say something about it.

For christmas this year I got my mom’s record collection, and the amount and range of great albums she had started me thinking about the effect of collectively being influenced by music.  I don’t know many people who dislike music, and most are at least affected by it emotionally in some way.  So it has to do something right?

There are large portions of the population who have all grown up listening to some really revolutionary bands.  The best example of this would have to be the Beatles.  How lucky to have such a great band provide an ever changing soundtrack!  We got Brittany Spears shoved down our throats….  What a sad personification of modern American media….

I actually did grow up listening to the Beatles, but missed out on the shared experience part.  When I was really young I listened to Please Please Me constantly.  It’s still my favorite and the only album I’ll actually dance to.  I went through my White album phase during what I’ll just call my “experimental” years….which I vaguely recall had something to do with being in high school :p  I didn’t really listen to Sgt. Pepper and Magical Mystery Tour until much more recently.  I find it funny now that I skipped the experimental albums and went right to the end result when I first started.  But I digress…

It felt like music went through an almost 10 year stint of shit.  There were a few good bands sprinkled about but you had to try really hard to find them and as soon as they started selling, record companies would scoop them up and make them suck.  Meanwhile pre-packaged pop tunes were celebrated and relentlessly pushed on children.  Children!  Oh, Think of the children!  Their lives filled with thoughtless meaningless “music” and shitty TV….I’m surprised any musicians survived the 90’s with their dignity in tact.

So of course I love that the internet has been helping to usher in a new revolution in music.  Instant worldwide word of mouth.  Musicians can stay out of the crap again and just make music.  Hooray!  Back to real talent and real heart and real feeling and…ahh…good music….I’ve missed you!  

I was worried for a while after Metallica’s ridiculous tantrum over Napster.  I honestly could not understand at the time why a band would want to punish fans of their music (now that I’m soooo much older and wiser I understand the world is just actually run by greed!).  Then there’s the RIAA…which is Disney villain evil and really needs to be put out of its misery.  

*On a side note the movie industry equivalent of the RIAA just recently admitted to “accidently” pushing false statistics about college students since 2005.  Turns out college students aren’t responsible for 44% of illegal movie downloads…it’s only 15%…

These groups have been targeting college campuses and student networks for censorship and prosecution specifically based on shit like this.  You’d swear it was almost like creativity and education were being actively discouraged in this country!  But that would just be silly, wouldn’t it…

There were a decent amount of bands though that kept pushing back against the record companies and conventional views on marketing and image.  The Gorillaz for example use animated characters in videos and concerts to represent the members.  This is a live performance of the song Demon Days from the album of the same name.

Ok Go on the other hand, unbeknownst to their record company released a music video on Youtube costing less than $10 to make, that ended up becoming the most downloaded music video ever less than a year later.

More recently, there is of course Radiohead.  After breaking with their record company they released In Rainbows this past October.

Initially it was available for download at any price you wanted to pay.  So you could choose $100 or nothing at all depending on what you personally thought their music was worth.  This was then followed by a collectors “discbox” release containing an extra CD, double vinyl and artwork.  Then on New Years they released an online video called Scotch Mist.  

I am a huge fan of OK Computer.  It’s on my personal top 10 favorite albums list.  I’ve listened to it hundreds of times since it was first released and I’m still not tired of it.  I haven’t really liked any of their other albums nearly as much until In Rainbows.  The Scotch Mist video is just incredible.  I saw notlightnessofbeing had a post here just after they first released it.  I was so glad to see someone else had felt the same way after watching it!  I’d say it’s taken me about this long to really digest what I think about it overall.

If I could make a request of anyone who happens to read this, it would be to watch this video (preferably in an altered state….).  Just humor me.  Let me know 10 years from now if my plan works :p

The beauty of having large amounts of people all listening to the same music at the same time is that it gets everyone thinking on the same wavelength – another cultural revolution is most definitely in order and long overdue.  Good on Radiohead for doing their part, and rocking while they were at it.

It’s also good to know that right now we are all trying to do our part to bring about that same type of change.  I’d say this place especially has gone so far in such a short time.  I haven’t spent this much time reading for pleasure in years!  My brain was starting to run out of fuel there for a while.  Stuck on a steady diet of over processed junk food culture and propaganda.  It’s so nice to be mentally detoxing.  Get that shit out of my system and start breathing fresh air again.  Mmmmm…air…

There are of course lots of other really great bands out there now too.  My latest favorite has been TV on the Radio.  This performance of Wolf like Me on Letterman blew me away the first time I saw it.

Even David Bowie is a huge fan of theirs and sings backup on the song Province.  (The video has embedding disabled which is a real shame because it’s beautiful).  

So I guess now I’m curious.  What has everyone else been listening to?

Gulf Coast Slideshow!!

Or… What I did on my winter vacation

Who’s makin’ the popcorn?

Pony Party, Phone it in Friday

the game i had auto-published last night had an annoying soundtrack i couldnt turn off, so i had to delete that party and start again verrrry early in the morning……so this party is more ‘phoned-in’ than the usual friday offering….

i suspect this is a choking hazard….

this is what i feel like this morning:

Have a great weekend!!!!

~73v

Pony Party, Phone it in Friday

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Enjoy your weekend!!!

~73v

40 Years – Remembering Tet 1968

(another powerful essay… – promoted by pfiore8)

In August of 1967 General William Westmoreland claimed to have hurt the enemy so badly that “their major efforts” were limited to the periphery of South Vietnam.

“We have reached an important point when the end becomes to come into view,”  General Westmoreland said in his speech to the National Press Club in Washington on November 21, 1967. “We are making progress…it (success) lies within our grasp, the enemy’s hopes are bankrupt.”

Meanwhile –

General Vo Nguyen Giap explained how and why the Hanoi leders had enticed the American forces to the borders of the South in an extended two-part article published in Quan Doi Nhan Dan (The Army of the People) published in September 1967. Giap cited the fighting along the DMZ and in the Central Highlands as principal examples of Hanoi’s strategy at work.

Quoted from A Bright Shining Lie by Neil Sheehan

The Offensive began on the eve of the lunar new year, 30 January 1968. In it’s early hours Westmoreland still contended that the Tet attacks were a diversion and that the real objective was Khe Sanh.

MAG-16 (Marble Mtn.) near Da Nang – 3 February 1968



waitingHurry up and wait. There were about thirty of us, all volunteers, some willing, others not so much. We were surrounded by our helmets, flak jackets, packs, canteens, bandoleers of magazines, grenades and our M-16’s. We had no idea where we were going. “You’ll know soon enough,” we were told.

Some of the Marines sat in small groups laughing, joking and exchanging boasts and friendly banter as they picked through boxes of C-rations in search of a can of chicken noodle soup or the special treat of canned peaches and a small tin of pound cake. Still others sat alone in silence, smoking and staring out at nothing in particular.

Artillery fire boomed off to the southwest. F4 Phantom jets whined and roared into the skies from the Da Nang airbase a few kilometers to our west.

swviewJust south of us, stretching inland from the South China Sea lies the rich rice growing region of Quang Nam Province. Further yet to the west and south, beyond the lowlands, the Annamite Mountains rise forebodingly. We were going to fight “the other war”, the war for hearts and minds in the villages and hamlets among the rice fields, hedgerows, bamboo thickets, winding rivers and tree-lines in an area the Marines had nicknamed “Dodge City”. Little did we know, the Vietnamese referred to the region as “The Cradle of the Revolution”.

Names were called. Twelve of us “saddled up” and were herded to a nearby staging area. We watched as the Chinook arrived from the south sending a wind-whipped cloud of dirt and debris swirling around the small landing pad. The rear ramp of the plane was lowered and we leaned into the swirling dust cloud and entered the belly of the helicopter. Once strapped in we were quickly airborne. The air became refreshingly cool as we gained altitude. Sweat dried on our dusty faces. Noise and vibration made conversation impossible. We could only keep our thoughts to ourselves and wait to see what fate had to offer.

Only minutes had passed until we banked and dropped quickly. A glance through the porthole on the opposite side of the Chinook provided a momentary escape from reality. The countryside was lush from months of monsoon rains and as beautiful as any I had ever seen.

On the ground, in a cloud of red dust, an M-60 machine gun was chattering away, firing from a sandbagged fighting hole. The unmistakable pop, pop, pop of incoming filled the air as the rear door dropped and several of us, crouching low, ran out of the plane. Cases of ammo and C-rations were kicked out and we were waved back through the dust and onto the helicopter for another brief up and down ride.

In less than ten minutes we were in another spiraling decent. Three of us were signaled to disembark. There was incoming fire when we landed but it stopped once the Chinook lifted off again.

On the Ground Again

tetmorningWe were greeted with smiles and cheers from a half dozen or so Vietnamese counterparts, Regional Forces Soldiers, a province level force similar to a State National Guard unit in the US.

We found ourselves in a small compound. It took the appearance of a dilapidated fortification from the French colonial era. The fortified area was not large, perhaps 175 feet by 125 feet. There were sandbagged fighting holes and sleeping bunkers around the perimeter. The sandbags were weathered and torn and portions of the contents had leaked out.

A small river bordered our compound on the north side and the remains of a highway bridge, recently blown up by the Viet Cong, now lay in crumbling ruins on both banks of the river. There was no time to explore our new home. A group of 3 or 4 Marines, none wearing rank insignia, directed the three of us to the north perimeter of the compound. We were told to find a fighting hole, get down in it and shoot anything that moved on the opposite bank. I took up a position overlooking the river and a smiling RF counterpart with an M-1 Carbine soon joined me. The other two replacements slid into an adjacent fighting hole.

Within an hour one my two replacement buddies had been killed during a brief barrage of B-40 rockets (RPGs). In retaliation, I assume, a napalm strike was called on one of the hamlets across the river. There were two hamlets, divided by a narrow road. The napalm strike was not delivered on the hamlet from where the rocket fire originated.

This was the time period which was to become the turning point in the American phase of the wars in Viet Nam. This was the time which would be remembered as “The Tet Offensive”.

After Tet

comb1It’s not easy sorting it all out years after the fact. My memory is mostly a blur for all of February 1968. I still picture a faded collage of casualties, civilian and our own. Too many local villagers wearing white, the color of mourning in Viet Nam. If we caused any grief for the enemy it was by way of indirect fire and we never knew about it. Our counterparts did detain a few people and we received one badly wounded Marine POW who been left behind by his NVA captors and had wandered across a large open paddy and into a nearby hamlet.

In late February just beyond the southwest corner of our AO the South Korean Marines committed an atrocity in the area around the hamlet of Phong Nhi. I don’t recall the incident itself but remember the mass burials that followed.

I don’t recall feeling anything through that period, no fear, no sadness only numbness and simple acceptance of fate. We lived on subsistence level C-rats and drinking water that left a diesel fuel after taste. By late February it was safe enough to bathe in the river if we had an armed guard.

We were led by sergeants and senior corporals there were no officers in our unit or other combined units similar to ours. As low ranking enlisted men we knew little of what was happening outside of our own AO and in our nearby sister units.

By early March we received a permanent unit leader and began patrolling on a regular basis. Our days were spent patrolling, taking part in joint operations with other units in our area and acting as guides for line units whose troops were not familiar with our AO. We either went on patrols or stood bunker watch during the day and either went on ambushes or stood bunker watch at night. Our food and living conditions improved. New bunkers were built and if we could hitch a ride to Hill 55 and back we could return with a vat of hot food.

compos2We enjoyed relative freedom in our units. In the absence of officers and staff NCOs we escaped the harassment and bullshit that enlisted men frequently endured elsewhere, even in a war zone. On the other hand our numbers were small and we were relatively isolated.

In our free time we made sure our weapons were clean – no one needed to remind us of that. We filled sandbags and improved our bunkers and fighting positions. We wrote letters home and visited in the nearest quarter of the closest hamlet talking to the local people. There were too many fire-fights to keep track of. Most of them were at night. There were probably as many friendly fire casualties as there were casualties inflicted by the enemy.

I was promoted to Lance Corporal in April and began leading patrols and ambushes myself. It might seem strange but I enjoyed the responsibility of taking care of my squad members and the adventure and the rush that came with combat and living among the peasants. It became addictive. It was easy to see the plight of the rural people. I thought we were helping them. My heart was in the right place but the indoctrination and training would not allow me to see beyond our side of the situation. The peasants suffered heavily in the battles of Tet and those that would follow throughout most of 1968.

For more details and information please visit this essay.

In July I would be heading back to the US. I was saddened to be leaving and would voluntarily return to Viet Nam again in less than a year to serve as a combined unit leader in Thua Thien Province, but that’s another story.

Looking Back

comp3Most military historians agree that the Tet Offensive was a military victory and yet a political defeat, a tactical victory and yet a strategic defeat. In America political support for the war began to wane. After being told that there was a “light at the end of the tunnel,” the public was shocked that the NLF and the NVA could carry out such a large coordinated offensive throughout South Vietnam and hold the former Royal City of Hue until late February. LBJ announced that he would not seek a second term as president.

From our, admittedly limited perspective up close on the ground, among the peasantry, it was perceived as a draw at best. Yes, the attacks on most provincial seats and district towns were beaten back after several days. The situation in the countryside however, received very little coverage at all.

A formerly “secret” but now declassified CIA document (PDF) dated 19 March 1968 which reports on the post-Tet status in each province in South Vietnam revealed that:

Although the evidence is still incomplete, the evidence that is now available indicates that the pacification program has received a severe setback in the majority of South Vietnam’s 44 provinces as a result of enemy activities since the initiation of the Tet offensive on 30 January. In some areas, many of the gains made by the allies since 1965 were apparently negated.

Areas where only a slight to moderate setback occurred appear to be those of least significance from the standpoint of population density and strategic location. It is probable, moreover, that as the gaps in the information are filled, the extent of personnel and material losses will grow.

In the long run, the most damaging aspect of the offensive may well prove to be its adverse impact on popular attitudes toward pacification. Evidence already indicates that the enemy action has greatly increased the apathy and passivity of many rural residents toward government programs and personnel.

For our province, Quang Nam, it is reported in 1 of the 19 paragraphs:

The enemy, meanwhile, has been hyperactive in the rural areas of Quang Nam recruiting, propagandizing and maintaining military pressure against the district towns and scattered outposts (that would have been us). The Viet Cong are alleged to have been recruiting…and each district has been instructed to form a new battalion. Hieu Nhon and Dai Loc Districts have reportedly already done so.

There are many who believe the oft repeated revisionist history that the VC ceased to exist as a fighting force after Tet. They have been misled.

There is also this report from the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff to the President.

…Wheeler’s (JCS Chairman) report to President Johnson was filled with bad news. On February 27, he told the president, “There is no doubt that the enemy launched a major, powerful nationwide assault. This offensive has by no means run its course.” In fact the battle for Khe Sanh was still underway. Wheeler went on to say that the ARVN had suffered huge losses, and “the communists” were largely in control of the countryside. He added that Tet “was a very near thing… We suffered a loss, there can be no doubt about it.” Wheeler predicted a renewed Communist offensive and contended that more troops were necessary unless the United States was “prepared to accept some reverses.”

from The Tet Offensive: A Concise History – by James H. Willbanks  (emphasis mine)

As a final comment especially for those who claim that “we were never defeated on the battlefield”. Those people most certainly never spent much time on the “battlefields” of this, a mostly unreported small-unit war. Not that it mattered anyway, for as General Giap said, “We were prepared to lose for longer than you were prepared to win.”

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