The TaleMaster 6 …Black to Gold

This little tale started itself about a dozen years ago. It was originally a couple of pages, a  background for a D&D character. Then came a dream or three which added so much more. Life & Death interfered for many years. I’ve begun dreaming of this tale again, recently. This will eventually be a book, I hope.

So please, go get yourself a tall cold beverage, adjust your reading glasses and settle into your comfy chair and join me in the City of Colours…

If you’re just joining the story, here’s the Link to previous parts  

       After spending many hours with the bard, sharing tales and a wineskin or three, giving and imparting information, Seth closes the gate with a sigh and slumps into his chair. Muttering to douse the glows he sits, chin on fists, in contemplation of the events unfolding rapidly and on a much larger scale than previously thought. The trade-run should have already returned from Kalygth-Rathmon, bringing more relevant substance. Tomorrow, if they had not returned, he would speak to Slaight about sending after them.

     The Seth rises and makes his way to his front gate. Pulling aside the inner curtain, he looks through the metal lace work at the scene before him. The six who had visited the day before are again sitting on the cushions under his awning. Cast about them, like storm-tossed leaves, are various packages and vessels. The children sit, quietly discussing their swimming of the day before. Standing just inside his gate, he listens to them, not yet announcing his presence. Their talk turns to their trip to the Bazaar yestereve.

     After wandering through the shops they had stopped at the fisherfolks, to get some of the famous stew, and had seen Nah’lei’s new group of friends. The bard had been telling of heroic battles of long ago, the tent-shop packed, listening to his ballad. Then the ranger, an unusual fellow by all accounts, had purchased some glow-globes from a passing merchant and had thrown them into the pond! He must’ve had too much to drink after his long years in the mountains. The glows had bobbled and danced on the water, attracting attention. Oh, it must’ve been a merry sight, all those lights cavorting on the pond, then one by one the glows headed for the falls, like lemmings tossing themselves over the edge. The GoldSmith must’ve been astonished by it, the lights an armspan from his forge, gamboling by on their way to the lake. I only hope he wasn’t cooling his work in the falls.

      After the fall the glows floated on the lake below, continuing their frolic on the waves of their new stage, the crowd above applauding their performance.  The fisher children should have a fine time today gathering them all. He would have to speak to the glow merchant. The man could reacquire his stock from them and repeat the process tonight, on a much grander scale, if he waited until dark fell and spirits rose. Timing is everything . . . after knowledge.

      The Seth slides his gate open and steps out. The children quiet, waiting for him to speak first.

    “Good rising to you all. Out early today aren’t you?”

    “Oh, Sirrah, we didn’t waken you did we? I told them to be quiet.” This from Dywyn. Always the mother of the little group, she tried to protect them from any adult ire.

    “No, mistress, I was up long ago and didn’t know you were here. What have you in mind for the day?”

    Vitara speaks, silent until now. “Could you tell us another, The Seth? I’d like to hear more about the dwarves.”

    “Oh, you would? Well . . . I don’t know. I have a terrible hunger . . . it’s gnawing at my innards . . . tearing flesh from bone . . . eating at me from the inside out . . .  ” his voice deepens with each word, thrilling the children with anticipation. “If I don’t get sustenance . . . I will expire!” With this he sinks onto his faded stool, melting bonelessly into a heap of multicoloured robes.

    The children, laughing at his antics, rush to his side.

    “No, The Seth don’t die now!” shrieks Sarella feigning fear, “You’ll miss the pie that Rauli sent.”

    “Oh, Sirrah please arise, I have a lovely bowl, filled by Freah herself, with shellfish from Kalygth Rathmon. They arrived just before the dawning and Freah set aside some for you, knowing how you love them” cries Dawyn.

    “No, no, you can’t go yet, Sirrah. I can’t drink this whole skin of blujuse myself! You must stay and help.” says Drel, patting the old man gently on his back.

    “Sirrah!” whispers Vitara, digging through his robes to find, at last, his face.  “I have a whole sack of stickies for you!” her starfish hand pats his cheek gently, like butterfly kisses.

    At this, the man rises and looks around at their faces, bushy eyebrows raised  in wonder. “Stickies?… Did you say stickies?” He pulls the petite child to his lap. “I LOVE stickies . . . where are they? I must find them . . . have them . . . eat them. NOW!” With this he pretends to search her gown, tickling her till she squeals with laughter. At last he pulls her close, nose to nose, and says “Well I can’t go yet . . . not with stickies to be had.”

    Laughing, the children retrieve the various packages, proffering them to the TaleMaster. It appears they have been to every shop, gathering their offerings. Besides the morsels they tempted him with there are tiny tarts, with exquisite goat cheese and berry filling; a duckling stuffed with a quail, which in turn is stuffed with a vegetable/herb mixture; a huge fish, fully arms length, has been split and filled with aplcotbutter and dried fruits (Freah’s specialty), then wrapped in layers of cabbage and spinach and slowly roasted in coals; an assortment of herb rolls, delicate with flavor; and a variety of fruits. The scents assail him, making his stomach grumble in reality.

    “A’drui, rungo get a bench and some bowls. This is far too much for me alone. Drel, A’klym, would you help him?” he says. The boys enter his cave, returning momentarily with the requested items. A’drui and Drel set the long bench before the man and they gather round. A’klym hands round the bowls and The Seth fills them with a portion of each treat. He eats, at last, fully enjoying the feast provided by them.

    Celebrations are always so fine, he thinks, watching the children as they gobble up their food. Celebration of Life at Herze-end is certainly the best of the year; hopefully Nah’lei will have returned by then. With all the harvests in, the merchants and farmers from miles around bring their wares and others come to buy or trade. Some especial treats could be had at that time and no other. The food and the crowds, the children having time off to listen and learn, the adults enjoying themselves, bards and jugglers, acrobats and actors, free from cares, all in a merry mood, these are the joys of the Celebrations. Sometimes six weeks a year does not seem enough.

    The children pack the leftover food back into its containers. The older boys take the bench in while the rest carry the bowls and food. Soon they are back at his feet waiting for their tale.

    “Last time you heard How the Dwarves Came to the Mountain, no?” he says settling into his stool, moving the tankard a hairs breadth closer.

    “Yes, Sirrah. The dwarves found the mountain and their cavern” Drel states.

    “Well. When Elriad came down from the mountain top for their first feast his bedraggled, dirty appearance was noticed as he sat down. He explained where he had been and told of his discovery of the muddy place on the plateau. The group became excited; a permanent source of water would make this mountain incomparable as a home. Plans were made to investigate further in the morning.

    A feast, made up of most of the remaining supplies, was enjoyed by all. Their good fortune and well-being were toasted repeatedly. Numerous other toasts were raised, becoming more and more outrageous as the night progressed. At last, growing somber as the spirits faded, the group discussed their hopes for their future in this place. Tunnels and home caves must be hewn, food gathered and herded, skins prepared for blankets and winter clothing.

    When Elriad awoke the next morning he was disoriented. Groggily he looked about, unsure of where he was, and saw twelve pairs of eyes peering at him in delight. Twelve muddy, grinning dwarven shapes encircled his pallet. They had apparently not been to sleep after all, and had already been to the plateau and dug a pond, or at least the beginnings of one. Not quite believing his eyes, or his memory of all the events of the previous day, he got up and followed them in a daze.        

    On the way up to the plateau the other men seemed to lose their exhilaration, growing more solemn than usual, pensive. Wondering what had happened, or was about to happen, he followed in silence. Nearing the crest the group stopped as one and turned to him. Grila, his second sister Lyraegh’s husband, spoke. “We think you should be The Blackfist.”

    Elriad nearly reeled with shock. Surely, he was too young! The thane of the clan, The Blackfist, was too great a position for one his age. Although he had been central in their leaving, their decision to go had been their own. They had looked to him for answers on the way, his counsel had proved worthwhile and was admired. More and more they had turned to him for answers and he had tried his best to provide them. But was he ready for this task? Being The Blackfist was much different from leading a party through the mountains. Of all the things he had thought they would say, this had never entered his mind. Silence fell on the group.

    Elriad turned from them and continued up, over the crest, onto the plateau. He walked in silence to where the men had worked that morning. The men came slowly behind respecting his need for silence and solitude. A small, muddy pool had been carved into the plateau. His thoughts were of the leaving and the journey. The arrival. And the utter peace of this place. Turning to his friends, his companions of the journey, all he had left from his past, he spoke at last, “I am honoured.”

    They spent the rest of that day, and the next four, enlarging the pool to a small pond. The water was still muddy but the dirt and silt would settle with time. A permanent source of water was at hand! The small herds of sheep were seen again, and a herd of mountain goats once, making the capture of a few animals for taming possible. Fences were built at the base of the mountain to keep them in, allowing the herd, and the children who watched them, to be checked on with only a glance over the edge.

    Next the dwarves turned their attention to preparing themselves and their home for the coming winter. The children led by two young women wandered the surrounding country side gathering grains and roots for storage. They went west to the tree line and gathered nuts and late berries. Three young men hunted throughout most of the summer taking three of the older children with them. The men dug and delved, hewing home caves into the cavernside.

    More dwarves arrived from the old home, following the signs, known only to them, that had been left. Several groups arrived enlarging the clan and the caverns.”

    The Seth asks A’drui to go into his home-cave and fetch back the water skin. The boy hurries to comply.  A’drui returns and fills the tankard from the sweating skin, handing it to The Seth, he takes care not to spill a drop. The TaleMaster quaffs down a goodly portion then adds a spill of the black.

    “With the preparations for the coming winter came change. Change in ideals, traditions, lifestyles. New ideas were tried out, then used or discarded. New ways were found, ways that worked better for the dwarves, made more sense. Those who were most adept at each task did that work. For those tasks where none was more skillful than another, the work was shared. Children were encouraged in any area they showed talent, or expressed an interest in. The caverns grew and the clan thrived.

     Another group of dwarves wandered in and was made welcome. They had been in a battle with a tribe of orcs over a small spit of land on the western edge of the Fuahn Mountains. Alas, the orcs had won, by unhonourably killing the dwarven thane with a foul thrust from behind. The spit of land was not worth the loss of lives. The dwarves, having lost their morale with their thanes life, retreated. Breaking into small groups to arouse less notice some had lost their way.

    This band had traveled for upwards of sixty days, seeking a clan to join. Hungry and exhausted, they had searched on. They had arrived near death from lack of water. Being disheartened from their recent experiences and then witnessing the wonder of the mountain and this new way of life, they asked to stay. The council met and agreed to let them.

    Tens of years went by and the dwarves merged into one homogeneous clan, stronger than before. They became adept at adaptation and change, trying new ways constantly.

    The smiths found that forges could produce items other than tools, weapons and cooking vessels. Jewelry and ornaments found their beginning and made a way into all aspects of dwarven living. Nothing ostentatious, just a simple beauty, a tasteful show of wealth. A new way of life, a new order, had been found.

    At about this time The Blackfist’s eldest son, Ilriaf, selected his mate. A home-hewing for them had begun when a strange thing occurred. An old passage, covered by some cave-in centuries ago, was unearthed. The Blackfist and Ilriaf entered and were gone for the rest of that day, returning finally when Lunya had ridden high. They were haggard and worn, but would not rest until the new cave had been sealed off. The next day The Blackfist would say only that the area must be left alone, no one could ever dig there. Ilriaf would say nothing of his experiences. A new site was found and excavated for Ilriafs home cave.

    As that summer lost its warmth and turned to fall, then wound its way on down toward winter The Blackfist started feeling less sure of himself. The honour weighed upon him as nothing had ever done before. He had not had the training to lead a clan, as his elder brother had, he felt unsure of his abilities to do so. His clan had grown, now nearing the size of his fathers; he sometimes felt oppressed by the numbers, so many depended on him to make correct decisions. Again he made his way to the crest to pray to The One.

    Again he meditated on the proper forms and phrases, to ensure his being heard. The Blackfist started by thanking The One. For His provision of so much, so many resources, in this new home; and the fortitude lent by Him, this humble clan was grateful. He continued by asking The One for patience for himself and his people in adjusting to their new way of life and endurance for the coming winter. He asked for guidance of the clan in their new order, to prosperity and happiness.  Finally he asked to be granted greater wisdom so that he could lead the clan and make just decisions. Finishing with the ancient rituals, he looked up to find Soll just retiring.

    The Blackfist raised his eyes to the heavens and saw an object floating down toward him. Mute with something akin to terror he rocked back and stared as it fell. The object grew in size, finally becoming recognizable. A great black hammer floated down and splashing hugely into the pond at his feet, splitting an immense rock, soaking him. The Blackfist, shaking with doubt at his own actions, waded out and reaching, grasped the handle, wrenching the hammer from its entombment.

    As the hammer came free from the rock with the strength of his pull, it slowly turned from black to gold! He turned it over and over, examining it in perplexity, wondering if the light or his eyes were playing tricks on him. As his eyes picked out the finely wrought details etched in its surface, his hands felt of its forging. A new knowledge leapt into his mind full blown, into his very being. Knowledge of a metal crafting so finely wrought it would resemble spiders’ webs when complete. Glancing around, hoping to see another who had witnessed this event, The Blackfist realized that something was happening in the pond. It bubbled and burbled near where the hammer had fallen. By Solls dying light he could see a spring gurgling at the edge of the rock, its water running clear as crystal.

    The Blackfist leapt to his feet and raced down to the cavern. Shouting and laughing he went, headlong, into the cave, like a thief with his first take. As you can imagine, everyone came running to see what had happened. He tried to explain, stumbling and tripping over his words, trying to sort out and explain his experience. At last, in desperation, he raised the hammer high. A hush fell over the assembly, the now golden tint of his eyes and skin was noticed.

    The GoldSmith then led them all back up to the plateau where he showed them the spring. By this time he had sorted his tale and proceeded to relate what had happened. The assembly of dwarves were voiceless with wonder. For long, long minutes they digested the tale. Then, one by one, their thoughts became coherent and they spoke.

    “The One has favored this clan.”

      “He led us here, almost as if he knew.”

        “The ideal home, the consummate caverns.”

      “Never have I heard the elders tell of such happenings.

    “No where, in any of The Chronicles, was mention ever made of one of the chosen being marked by The One.”

       “What a wise decision we made in coming.”

    The dwarves returned to their cavern, rejoicing and singing. Merrymaking started then, lasting all of that night and well into the next day. Plans were made to build a glorious temple to The One. And The GoldSmith made his own plans, as he fell asleep over his cup. A place of forges and anvils, tongs and hammers. Metals from tin to iron, brass to gold. A place with great fires to heat the metals and water to cool them. A place to try out, test and perfect this new knowledge.

    And so ends The Tale of the GoldSmith”

    The old man leans down and picks up his tankard. After drinking it down he says with a twinkle in his eye “Have you been to the far side of the spring? I hear there’s a juggler that does amazing feats with wooden balls, hoops and sometimes . . . daggers!”

    The children take in a collective gasp of awe. “Will he still be there, do you think, Sirrah?” breathes Dywyn.

    “Oh, yes. He is supposed to stay till Sol starts her journey down.”

    The children rush to the edge of the tent to see the height of the sun. “Good-bye Sirrah and thank you for the tale. We will come back after we see the jugglers. ”

continued in Part 7

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Pony Party : Whine Part II

My brain is a bit fuzzy. I know from past experience OTC cold medicines don’t work. Is it too early in the day for a “hot toddy”?

I am feeling all retro today so I am going to cheer myself up with oldies but goodies.

I had ambitions this weekend. I was going to take the dog to the park and clean the house.

Well, the good news is that at any time in the universe one can be assured there is a Law and Order re-run playing somewhere.

Don’t rec the pony party hang out chit chat and then go read some the wonderful stuff on our recent and red’d list.

The Real Problem Is….

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Is that life sucks. It sucks because it is not what we want it to be. It is not what we want it to be because we have very little control over it. We have very little control over it because there are 7 billion other people who also want life to be what they want it to be.

Not to mention stuff like earthquakes and hurricanes and disease….and just stupid random chance.

The real problem is that we have no idea what we are doing. Not only do we have no idea what we are doing….but every time we get close to figuring out what we are doing, everything changes and we have to start over again.

The Real Problem is, is that we want life to be better than it is. Life on earth has always pretty much sucked. The strong have always subjugated the weak, there have always been wars, there has always been torture, there has always been betrayals and infidelities and the petty personality bullshit that derails progress, great and small.

Humans have always been greedy and weak willed and violent and not in fully control of these things or themselves. Humans have more often than not chosen to do the easy thing over the hard thing. People constantly choose ‘evil’ over ‘good’….for a myriad of reasons. The chief among them being that we are human and imperfect and subject to our own and others human nature. And Human Nature….sucks.

We write codes and laws and moral treatise and invent religions and establish hierarchies and governments to enforce them so we can try to tell other people not to suck so much. But they still do. And so far nothing humans have come up with has solved the Real Problem.

Humans suck, life sucks….it is an impossible situation. And there is no easy solution, if there is a solution at all.

You can tell humans not to suck all you want, you can hold other humans to the standard you want them to uphold and you will be disappointed every time. There is and never has been a perfect human. We ALL suck to some degree or other. And there has also always been about 10% of humans who REALLY suck. Most of us try to not suck quite so much. The 10% actually study (howdy KKKArl!) at how to suck as much as possible.

Every once in a while, a human comes along who doesn’t suck as much as the rest of us humans: Christ, Ghandi, MLK, The Kennedy’s…..

We kill them for not sucking quite as much and for trying to help us to not suck so much.

.

There are two ways to approach the fact that humans suck.

You can try to change yourself and others to get them and you to not suck as much. Or you can find a peaceful valley somewhere and stay away from as much as the suckiness as possible.

Or…if you REALY suck (Howdy George! Howdy James Dobson et al!) you can exploit the easily exploitable base nature of your fellow suckees to build your personal power and wealth.

As the human species and culture has evolved…with most of us trying to suck as little as possible and to use or time on the planet to decrease the general level of suckiness and spurring the positive evolution of society and humanness in that direction….the opposite is also true. The people who REALLY suck have evolved as well. They have become incredible able and efficient at sucking.

One of the methods they have developed of becoming very good at sucking is to get the vast middle….the people who neither REALLY suck but also aren’t particularly interested in working against the general suckitude….to give up and not care.

As we see from America today, they have done a bang up job. The average human (not just Americans) if fed and sheltered sufficiently and left to his own devices….will play computer solitaire all day.

The OTHER 10%….the 10% who work as hard as they humanly (iow, imperfectly and occasionally suckily) can. To do all that is in their power (which is usually not very much) to help the people and the planet to not suck as much.

Yes, I mean us.

We are noble and self sacrificing and very cool and we honestly do our best to help the world and our fellow humans to not suck, it is a passion with us.

We see the problems of the world and we see folks suffering and we do all we can to help. But WE fuck up all the time too. Because we are humans because, frankly, we suck. We have limitations and weaknesses and egos and human natures. So even though we give it our all, we often fail.

I am going to stop there.

I am not going to draw any conclusions or solve The Real Problem or try to tell you how to solve the real problem.

Because I just plain don’t know.

No one does.

Remember when you were a kid and you felt like adults really knew what they were doing, that they could keep you safe and solve your problems and make everything ok? Well they couldn’t…and they still can’t.

They…..everyone, every human…..is making it up as they go along, just like you are.

The best we can do is draw on the wisdom of the past and learn from history and try our VERY best to always do exactly the right thing.

But guess what? If the wisdom of the past held the answers…..the people in the past would have solved that whole suckiness thing long ago.

And each and everyone of us WILL fail occasionally at always doing exactly the right thing.

Even Leaders…..leaders don’t know crap. They are no better or wiser or stronger than you are….at least not much.

They are making it up as they go along too. (I know I am, to whatever degree I am a leader) Leaders are only focal points. No one really knows what creates a leader or why people follow them….maybe they just talk goodly….maybe they can just say what is on everybodies mind a little better than most.

This is why we need to move away from leaders….why we need ALL of us to lead, to join together in leading.

But guess what?

That doesn’t work, because the same human nature that makes us all suck, seems to dictate to some part of us to make leaders. And once we make leaders….we find out that the people we have made into leaders suck just as much as we do. Or maybe even more, because they actually try to lead…because they see that people want leaders….and they think that they can help…that they can make things suck less. So they try and often fail…and are often attacked and destroyed for their failings. Humans create leaders because they think that a leader is better than them somehow….and they rarely are. But we still perpetuate the same pattern. We need to find a way to all work together, to count on all of us, not some poor schmuck we select to lead us until we find out he is just a poor schmuck like us. We need to find a way fr all of us to cooperate, to all lead together. And no one has any idea how to overcome our human nature in order to do that. Every thing we have ever tried has brought, at best, a little bit of progress.

But the only alternative to trying to solve or at least mitigate the whole suckiness problem is to just give up. Personally, I am not going to give up. I am going to continue to stumble along in my imperfect, very human fashion, doing the best I can…..even though the best I can does, indeed, suck. If y’all want to come along and all try to work together…. to stumble along together… and do the best we can together, and thus to suck a little bit less by combining the parts of ourselves that don’t suck into some slightly less sucky whole, that’s frikkin wonderful. We can support each other through the worst of the suckiness and try to help each other with the worst aspects of our individual suckiness and all work together to reduce the suckiness quotient of the world.

Or …..not.

So there we go.

No conclusions, no great revelations, no solution to the Real Problem.

Just the same blind impulse that is part of MY human nature (and yours) to do the best I can to relieve and cure human suckiness as much as possible.

What if there was an antiwar movement and no one reported it?

This can’t be blaming the messenger, because the complaint is that they aren’t bringing any messages.

But one can’t help but wonder whether the antiwar movement in this country might grow a little faster if the news media reported on it.

Currently, there is an almost total blackout on coverage.

Case in point: Friday’s Iraq Moratorium.

In small towns and big cities across the country, people held events to call for an end to the war in Iraq.  Some were small vigils, but others were clearly newsworthy and video-friendly.

Want to guess how much coverage there was, either before or after?  

Virtually none.

Here are a few examples of the things that were going on that might have attracted some attention, from a news advisory sent to major media outlets earlier in the week:

On Friday, Nov. 16, antiwar activists will take the “Anti-Torture Train” to San Jose, Calif., where more than 20 groups are sponsoring a march, picket, and news conference in front of a corporation that organizers say  profits from illegal kidnappings and torture by handling the logistics for the CIA’s so-called “extraordinary rendition” flights – torture flights.

On the way, they will leaflet Caltrain passengers to educate them about U.S. torture policy, the CIA’s “extraordinary rendition” of suspects to other countries for abusive interrogation, and efforts in Congress to end the practice.

In New York City, a morning rush hour action at Union Square will feature hand-painted Pietas and black-clad leafleters.

Protesters in a number of cities will bang pots and pans in front of Congressional offices, as part of the Raise Hell for Molly Ivins campaign, inspired by the late progressive columnist and activist.

In Minneapolis and St. Paul, a student walkout is planned at a number of schools and campuses at noon, with an all-day teach-in and workshops, reminiscent of the 1969 Vietnam War Moratorium, at Macalester College.

Students from 15 colleges and universities in the Boston area, dressed in black, will walk in a silent procession to call for an end to the war in Iraq.

In hundreds of other communities across the country, groups will hold vigils or rallies, while tens of thousands of individuals take some personal action to call for an end to the war.

As near as can be determined from an Internet search, not a single story appeared in the mainstream media in advance of Moratorium Day.

The blackout of coverage afterward is almost as complete.

One exception was the Cincinnati Enquirer, which carried a story and photo of Moratorium activity.

The Minneapolis Star Tribune mentioned the Moratorium at the end of a story about the Congressional vote on war appropriations, but seemed puzzled about what it was.  The story said:

In the Twin Cities, hundreds of high-school and college students walked out of classes Friday and marched through downtown Minneapolis to protest the war.

The march was part of an ongoing series of actions called the “Iraq Moratorium.”It’s a general response to the thought that the Democrats, and the Congress as a whole, have not responded to the mandate of the people last year to cut off the funding and end the war,” Ty Moore, a protest organizer, said.

Then came the “balance,” in a comment from a pro-war group that held no actions on Friday:

Bush supporters accuse the Democrats of succumbing to just that kind of pressure.

“They’re beholden to an antiwar fringe element on the left that demands they continue to hold these votes,” said Pete Hegseth, an Iraq war veteran from Forest Lake who heads up a national group called Vets for Freedom.

And that is the coverage so far.  

Perhaps more reports will trickle in from west coast media.  There were more than 25 actions in California alone.  Maybe one will get reported.  But don’t hold your breath.

If you want to read about what went on Friday, try the Iraq Moratorium website, which is working to collect information from paricipants.  (If you took part in something, please add your report or comments at the site.)

Would more coverage help the movement to grow?

Advance stories might attract more people to participate, if they knew when and where actions were planned, and had a better idea what the whole Moratorium thing was about.  The Iraq Moratorium was inspired by the 1969 Vietnam Moratorium, but a key difference so far is that the Vietnam antiwar movement was covered extensively by the media.  If you read a newspaper, you knew October 15 was Moratorium day, and what organizers were asking people to do.  Now you read nothing.

Fortunately, we have the Internet.  

Pony Party: Whine edition

I have a cold. I am cranky. I want to know why I have to get sick on my days off. Blah. Blah. Life is not fair.

I think I might have already coughed out my creativity in the form of sticky snot.

Feel free to send care packages.

Oh, well. Hang out and chit chat but don’t rec the pony party. Go read something coherent among our other offerings.

Docudharma Times Saturday Nov. 17

This is an Open Thread: Speed Talking is Allowed

Saturdays headlines, Immigration Dilemma: A Mother Torn From a Baby, Petraeus Helping Pick New Generals, Writers, studios to resume talks ,Concern delayed the case against Bonds, US air assault targets militants in Iraq, Hamas warns Abbas: No peace concessions, Roma welcome anti-segregation ruling, Venezuela ‘attacked Guyana boats’, Okinawa’s war time wounds reopened, Monitors to miss Russian poll after Moscow fails to give visas, Musharraf defends democratic aims ahead of US talks, Restaurant is toast of the prison that held Mandela, Black Zimbabweans rally for white farms

Reports: 2,000 killed by cyclone

DHAKA, Bangladesh (CNN) — More than 900 bodies have been recovered in Bangladesh following a devastating tropical cyclone, but local news reports put the death toll at more than double that figure.

As flood waters recede, aid workers say they expect to find scores more bodies when remote villages are finally reached and the counting is done. They face debris-blocked roads, no electricity and almost nonexistent communications.

In addition to the dead, another 15,000 were hurt and 1,000 people were missing, according to a relief official.

U.N. says it’s time to adapt to warming

In the final installment of its landmark report, the climate-change panel says many countries will just have to learn to live with the effects.

By Alan Zarembo and Thomas H. Maugh II, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

The United Nations’ Nobel Prize-winning panel on climate change approved the final installment of its landmark report on global warming on Friday, concluding that even the best efforts at reducing CO2 levels will not be enough and that the world must also focus on adapting to “abrupt and irreversible” climate changes.

New and stronger evidence developed in the last year also suggests that many of the risks cited in the panel’s first three reports earlier this year will actually be larger than projected and will occur at lower temperatures, according to a draft of the so-called synthesis report.

USA

Immigration Dilemma: A Mother Torn From a Baby

Federal immigration agents were searching a house in Ohio last month when they found a young Honduran woman nursing her baby.

The woman, Saída Umanzor, is an illegal immigrant and was taken to jail to await deportation. Her 9-month-old daughter, Brittney Bejarano, who was born in the United States and is a citizen, was put in the care of social workers.

Petraeus Helping Pick New Generals

Army Says Innovation Will Be Rewarded

By Ann Scott Tyson

Washington Post Staff Writer

Saturday, November 17, 2007; Page A01

The Army has summoned the top U.S. commander in Iraq back to Washington to preside over a board that will pick some of the next generation of Army leaders, an unusual decision that officials say represents a vote of confidence in Gen. David H. Petraeus’s conduct of the war, as well as the Army counterinsurgency doctrine he helped rewrite.

The Army has long been criticized for rewarding conventional military thinking and experience in traditional combat operations, and current and former defense officials have pointed to Petraeus’s involvement in the promotion board process this month as a sign of the Army’s commitment to encouraging innovation and rewarding skills beyond the battlefield.

Writers, studios to resume talks

Offering hope of an end to the walkout, the two sides announce that they’ll return to negotiations Nov. 26.

By Richard Verrier and Meg James, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

Hollywood’s film and TV writers and its major studios have agreed to return to the bargaining table, offering the first glimmer of hope that a deal to end a costly two-week strike could be within reach.

The Writers Guild of America and the Alliance of Motion Picture and Television Producers said late Friday that they would resume talks Nov. 26 on a new contract for 10,500 writers to replace the one that expired Oct. 31. The two sides announced the plan in identical statements, a rare show of unity.

Sports

Concern delayed the case against Bonds

Federal prosecutors, unsure of the strength of their evidence, gave the slugger time to break Henry Aaron’s home run record.

By Tim Reiterman, Greg Krikorian and Lance Pugmire, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

SAN FRANCISCO — Internal political considerations and concern among federal prosecutors that their case against baseball star Barry Bonds might not be strong enough delayed his perjury and obstruction of justice indictment for more than a year, according to a former FBI official familiar with the case.

During that year, Bonds completed his last season with the San Francisco Giants without the threat of a suspension and overtook baseball legend Henry Aaron to set the home run record.

Middle East

US air assault targets militants in Iraq

BAGHDAD – Hundreds of American and Iraqi troops backed by helicopters descended Friday on a remote desert area southwest of Baghdad to root out al-Qaida in Iraq and search for two U.S. soldiers missing after a deadly insurgent ambush six months ago.

Acting on intelligence, the soldiers dug with shovels through heaps of sand and went house-to-house after a dramatic pre-dawn air assault into two Sunni villages near the boundary with Anbar province.

Hamas warns Abbas: No peace concessions

GAZA CITY, Gaza Strip – Thousands of Hamas loyalists protested outside Palestinian President Mahmoud Abbas’s Gaza City home Friday, warning that violence would erupt if he makes concessions to Israel in a U.S.-sponsored peace conference.

The protest by about 10,000 followers of the militant group came just days after Hamas security shot and killed eight civilians at a large rally of Abbas’ Western-backed Fatah party. The rally was Fatah’s greatest show of strength since Hamas wrested control of the Gaza Strip in June.

Europe

Roma welcome anti-segregation ruling

Roma rights groups across eastern Europe have warmly welcomed a ruling by the European Court of Human Rights in Strasbourg, which found the Czech Republic guilty of discriminating against Roma children by placing them in special schools for the mentally handicapped.

In a landmark decision, the Court ruled in favour of 16 young people from the city of Ostrava in the east of the Czech Republic.

Monitors to miss Russian poll after Moscow fails to give visas

· OCSE forced to pull out as papers go unprocessed

· Decision raises doubts about legitimacy of vote

Luke Harding in Moscow

Saturday November 17, 2007

The Guardian

Russia was on a collision course with the European Union last night after the main international organisation responsible for monitoring elections said it would not send observers to next month’s parliamentary elections.

The Organisation for Security and Cooperation in Europe said Moscow had refused to give visas to its 70 experts and observers. The OSCE said it had applied for visas as soon as it received an invitation from Russia on November 2. Although the paperwork had been done, it said officials had deliberately not processed the visas. This made its mission impossible, it said.

Latin America

Venezuela ‘attacked Guyana boats’

Venezuela has denied destroying two gold-mining dredges on Guyanese territory following a strong protest from Guyana’s government.

Guyana says 36 Venezuelan soldiers used helicopters and Compostion-4 (C-4), a type of plastic explosive, to blow up the two dredges on Thursday.

It has summoned Venezuela’s ambassador to explain the incident.

Asia

Okinawa’s war time wounds reopened

When Japanese officials decided to erase Okinawa’s most notorious war time incident from official textbooks, residents were furious. They explained to the BBC’s Pramod Morjaria why their anger has not abated.

A bustling group of islands surrounded by clear waters and coral reef, Okinawa is a haven for tourists all over Asia.

Musharraf defends democratic aims ahead of US talks

By Andrew Buncombe in Islamabad

Published: 17 November 2007

Pakistan’s military leader President Pervez Musharraf, who declared a state of emergency and suspended the constitution two weeks ago, yesterday claimed he had helped jump-start democracy in Pakistan.

As he swore in a caretaker government, a move towards parliamentary elections in January, General Musharraf defended his eight-year record in office, since he seized power in a coup in 1999. “I take pride in the fact that, being a man in uniform, I have actually introduced the essence of democracy in Pakistan – whether anyone believes it or not,” said the sombre-looking general.

Africa

Restaurant is toast of the prison that held Mandela

By Ian Evans in Paarl, Western Cape

Published: 17 November 2007

The waiter is a convicted thief, the chefs dress in orange prison jumpsuits and guards patrol the restaurant grounds. Bon appetit from the Western Cape’s most unlikely restaurant.

While most eating establishments in South Africa’s renowned Winelands area around Paarl, Franschhoek and Stellenbosch have to fight to retain their best staff, Drakenstein A La Carte in the grounds of Drakenstein prison has to keep a permanent watch to prevent its workers fleeing.

Black Zimbabweans rally for white farms

By Ian Evans in Cape Town

Published: 17 November 2007

More than 4,000 white farmers have left Zimbabwe since President Robert Mugabe began his seizing their properties under his redistribution” scheme in 2000. But one provincial governor has made an unprecedented attempt to reverse the trend by preventing two white Zimbabweans from being evicted from their land, in a move that has surprised the country’s white minority,

Lindsay Guild and his sister Heather were told that they can continue working their two farms near the city of Mutare after a campaign supported by people from all walks of society, including Vice-President Joseph Msika.

Docudharma Times Saturday Nov. 17

This is an Open Thread: Speed Talking is Allowed

Saturdays headlines, Immigration Dilemma: A Mother Torn From a Baby, Petraeus Helping Pick New Generals, Writers, studios to resume talks ,Concern delayed the case against Bonds, US air assault targets militants in Iraq, Hamas warns Abbas: No peace concessions, Roma welcome anti-segregation ruling, Venezuela ‘attacked Guyana boats’, Okinawa’s war time wounds reopened, Monitors to miss Russian poll after Moscow fails to give visas, Musharraf defends democratic aims ahead of US talks, Restaurant is toast of the prison that held Mandela, Black Zimbabweans rally for white farms

U.N. says it’s time to adapt to warming

In the final installment of its landmark report, the climate-change panel says many countries will just have to learn to live with the effects.

By Alan Zarembo and Thomas H. Maugh II, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

The United Nations’ Nobel Prize-winning panel on climate change approved the final installment of its landmark report on global warming on Friday, concluding that even the best efforts at reducing CO2 levels will not be enough and that the world must also focus on adapting to “abrupt and irreversible” climate changes.

New and stronger evidence developed in the last year also suggests that many of the risks cited in the panel’s first three reports earlier this year will actually be larger than projected and will occur at lower temperatures, according to a draft of the so-called synthesis report.

USA

Immigration Dilemma: A Mother Torn From a Baby

Federal immigration agents were searching a house in Ohio last month when they found a young Honduran woman nursing her baby.

The woman, Saída Umanzor, is an illegal immigrant and was taken to jail to await deportation. Her 9-month-old daughter, Brittney Bejarano, who was born in the United States and is a citizen, was put in the care of social workers.

Petraeus Helping Pick New Generals

Army Says Innovation Will Be Rewarded

By Ann Scott Tyson

Washington Post Staff Writer

Saturday, November 17, 2007; Page A01

The Army has summoned the top U.S. commander in Iraq back to Washington to preside over a board that will pick some of the next generation of Army leaders, an unusual decision that officials say represents a vote of confidence in Gen. David H. Petraeus’s conduct of the war, as well as the Army counterinsurgency doctrine he helped rewrite.

The Army has long been criticized for rewarding conventional military thinking and experience in traditional combat operations, and current and former defense officials have pointed to Petraeus’s involvement in the promotion board process this month as a sign of the Army’s commitment to encouraging innovation and rewarding skills beyond the battlefield.

Writers, studios to resume talks

Offering hope of an end to the walkout, the two sides announce that they’ll return to negotiations Nov. 26.

By Richard Verrier and Meg James, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

Hollywood’s film and TV writers and its major studios have agreed to return to the bargaining table, offering the first glimmer of hope that a deal to end a costly two-week strike could be within reach.

The Writers Guild of America and the Alliance of Motion Picture and Television Producers said late Friday that they would resume talks Nov. 26 on a new contract for 10,500 writers to replace the one that expired Oct. 31. The two sides announced the plan in identical statements, a rare show of unity.

Sports

Concern delayed the case against Bonds

Federal prosecutors, unsure of the strength of their evidence, gave the slugger time to break Henry Aaron’s home run record.

By Tim Reiterman, Greg Krikorian and Lance Pugmire, Los Angeles Times Staff Writers

November 17, 2007

SAN FRANCISCO — Internal political considerations and concern among federal prosecutors that their case against baseball star Barry Bonds might not be strong enough delayed his perjury and obstruction of justice indictment for more than a year, according to a former FBI official familiar with the case.

During that year, Bonds completed his last season with the San Francisco Giants without the threat of a suspension and overtook baseball legend Henry Aaron to set the home run record.

Middle East

US air assault targets militants in Iraq

BAGHDAD – Hundreds of American and Iraqi troops backed by helicopters descended Friday on a remote desert area southwest of Baghdad to root out al-Qaida in Iraq and search for two U.S. soldiers missing after a deadly insurgent ambush six months ago.

Acting on intelligence, the soldiers dug with shovels through heaps of sand and went house-to-house after a dramatic pre-dawn air assault into two Sunni villages near the boundary with Anbar province.

Hamas warns Abbas: No peace concessions

GAZA CITY, Gaza Strip – Thousands of Hamas loyalists protested outside Palestinian President Mahmoud Abbas’s Gaza City home Friday, warning that violence would erupt if he makes concessions to Israel in a U.S.-sponsored peace conference.

The protest by about 10,000 followers of the militant group came just days after Hamas security shot and killed eight civilians at a large rally of Abbas’ Western-backed Fatah party. The rally was Fatah’s greatest show of strength since Hamas wrested control of the Gaza Strip in June.

Europe

Roma welcome anti-segregation ruling

Roma rights groups across eastern Europe have warmly welcomed a ruling by the European Court of Human Rights in Strasbourg, which found the Czech Republic guilty of discriminating against Roma children by placing them in special schools for the mentally handicapped.

In a landmark decision, the Court ruled in favour of 16 young people from the city of Ostrava in the east of the Czech Republic.

Monitors to miss Russian poll after Moscow fails to give visas

· OCSE forced to pull out as papers go unprocessed

· Decision raises doubts about legitimacy of vote

Luke Harding in Moscow

Saturday November 17, 2007

The Guardian

Russia was on a collision course with the European Union last night after the main international organisation responsible for monitoring elections said it would not send observers to next month’s parliamentary elections.

The Organisation for Security and Cooperation in Europe said Moscow had refused to give visas to its 70 experts and observers. The OSCE said it had applied for visas as soon as it received an invitation from Russia on November 2. Although the paperwork had been done, it said officials had deliberately not processed the visas. This made its mission impossible, it said.

Latin America

Venezuela ‘attacked Guyana boats’

Venezuela has denied destroying two gold-mining dredges on Guyanese territory following a strong protest from Guyana’s government.

Guyana says 36 Venezuelan soldiers used helicopters and Compostion-4 (C-4), a type of plastic explosive, to blow up the two dredges on Thursday.

It has summoned Venezuela’s ambassador to explain the incident.

Asia

Okinawa’s war time wounds reopened

When Japanese officials decided to erase Okinawa’s most notorious war time incident from official textbooks, residents were furious. They explained to the BBC’s Pramod Morjaria why their anger has not abated.

A bustling group of islands surrounded by clear waters and coral reef, Okinawa is a haven for tourists all over Asia.

Musharraf defends democratic aims ahead of US talks

By Andrew Buncombe in Islamabad

Published: 17 November 2007

Pakistan’s military leader President Pervez Musharraf, who declared a state of emergency and suspended the constitution two weeks ago, yesterday claimed he had helped jump-start democracy in Pakistan.

As he swore in a caretaker government, a move towards parliamentary elections in January, General Musharraf defended his eight-year record in office, since he seized power in a coup in 1999. “I take pride in the fact that, being a man in uniform, I have actually introduced the essence of democracy in Pakistan – whether anyone believes it or not,” said the sombre-looking general.

Africa

Restaurant is toast of the prison that held Mandela

By Ian Evans in Paarl, Western Cape

Published: 17 November 2007

The waiter is a convicted thief, the chefs dress in orange prison jumpsuits and guards patrol the restaurant grounds. Bon appetit from the Western Cape’s most unlikely restaurant.

While most eating establishments in South Africa’s renowned Winelands area around Paarl, Franschhoek and Stellenbosch have to fight to retain their best staff, Drakenstein A La Carte in the grounds of Drakenstein prison has to keep a permanent watch to prevent its workers fleeing.

Black Zimbabweans rally for white farms

By Ian Evans in Cape Town

Published: 17 November 2007

More than 4,000 white farmers have left Zimbabwe since President Robert Mugabe began his seizing their properties under his redistribution” scheme in 2000. But one provincial governor has made an unprecedented attempt to reverse the trend by preventing two white Zimbabweans from being evicted from their land, in a move that has surprised the country’s white minority,

Lindsay Guild and his sister Heather were told that they can continue working their two farms near the city of Mutare after a campaign supported by people from all walks of society, including Vice-President Joseph Msika.

U.N. Climate Panel Warns of ‘Abrupt’ Warming

Cross-posted from THE ENVIRONMENTALIST

Note: This report, a portion which is copied (text only) below, has important embedded links here.



The Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) will issue a report this weekend that warns of “abrupt and irreversible” impacts unless world leaders address climate change this year.

In its strongest statement to date, the panel warns of a potential temperature rise up to 6.4C, sea level rise up to 43cm, Arctic summer ice to disappear within the second half of this century, and an increase to the increase we’re already seeing in heat waves and tropical storm intensity.

More below the fold…

The report condenses information from the three major reports produced by the IPCC:

Working Group I: Physical Science Basis

Working Group II: Impacts, Adaptation and Vulnerability

Working Group II: Mitigation of Climate Change

The Synthesis Report will be introduced by U.N. Secretary General, Ban Ki-moon, in a statement to the 450 delegates of the 27th Session of the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC). The Session is being held this week in Valencia, Spain, a region which is currently experiencing a loss of available water due to its diminishing reservoir (see: 43 percent of the United States).

The report (with links) continues here.

Asian Headline News

Today’s Top Stories, WHAT WAS ON THE TUBE(NOV. 5-9), Celebrities Are Racists Too ,Hiding The Boss, Halloween All Year, My Road Rally Time Isn’t Good,What’s In a Name? Olympics

WHAT WAS ON THE TUBE (NOV. 5-9)

The following are the lengths of time six “wide shows” on four channels in the Tokyo area devoted to certain topics. The programs cover everything from politics to celebrity gossip.

The listing is provided by Reservia Corp.

1. Ichiro Ozawa resigns as Minshuto president after drawing fire for not immediately rejecting a proposal to ally with the ruling coalition. But the politician, nicknamed “destroyer” because of his track record, changes his mind after some embarrassing groveling by party bigwigs. A media tycoon is said to be behind the proposal to form the grand coalition. 10 hr, 20 min, 16 sec

2. Tomoki Kameda, the youngest of the high-profile Kameda boxing family, wins an amateur match in Mexico. His 20-year-old brother, Koki, stays in Mexico to root for his brother and to train. Tomoki, 16, is touted as the “secret weapon” of the family, whatever that means. The media still hound the Kameda brothers, but they are portrayed in a much kinder light. 2 hr, 30 min, 47 sec

3. Italian designer Giorgio Armani opens the Armani Ginza Tower in Tokyo. The 12-story flagship outlet is among the largest of any Armani store in the world, and it also contains an Italian restaurant and an esthetic salon. 1 hr, 28 min, 43 sec

Ichiro Ozawa should be sent to his room without sushi for being a whinny immature little brat.

What does “secret weapon” mean? He plans on being the master of the Death Cage Match.

Perhaps Paris Hilton can do her “alleged” charity work there. No, that would require actual work never mind.

What’s one to do with that old gang boss?

KASHIWA, Chiba — A man has been arrested for dumping the body of a man, believed to be a missing gang boss in his 50s, on the premises of a deserted house, police said.

The man, whose name was not immediately disclosed, was taken into custody after turning himself in to local police and confessing that he dumped the victim’s body.

Police have found the body at the scene in the Chiba Prefecture city of Tomisato, and are trying to confirm his identity. Local police are searching for some other men involved in the incident.

Several men stormed into the apartment of a female acquaintance of the gang boss in Kashiwa sometime around Oct. 14 and confined her there, investigators said. They also detained the yakuza who later visited her apartment. He had since gone missing.

If he had only known about those fabulous cement shoes used my the Mafia.

How best to express your xenophobia?

NARITA — TV celebrity Kazutomo Miyamoto urged immigration officials during a photo-op to use a new process to fingerprint inbound foreigners to fight foreign crime, not terrorism as the government claims the system will be used for.

“I think it’d be best if we could cut the amount of crime foreigners are committing and make Japan a safer place,” Miyamoto said at Narita Airport, where he was serving as the Tokyo Regional Immigration Bureau Chief For a Day as a promotional event for the fingerprinting process.

Perhaps a White Hood and a Torch for Christmas.

The Boss Dresses The Part

Cosplay pubs where the staff — and occasionally customers — get decked out in fancy dress while they booze are becoming all the rage among Japan’s salarymen, according to Shukan Post (11/16).

Cosplay pubs are attracting the limelight as we draw toward the Year End Party season, and those assigned with arranging the typically odious task of organizing the gatherings are looking for added spark to avoid the tedium most associate with corporate get-togethers.

Perhaps the boss will take to dressing like his favorite JAV star. Wait they don’t seem to wear clothes.

I’m late, I’m so late

A Yokohama bus driver who went 27 kilometers per hour above the speed limit as he tried to make up for a timetable delay has been slapped with a two-week suspension, transport officials said.

The 39-year-old driver, whose name was not released, was handed the suspension by the Yokohama Municipal Government’s transport bureau on Friday. When questioned over his actions, he said he was trying to keep up with the bus timetable.

His real motive: He thought it was a Road Rally.

My Child Needs a Weird Name

Nearly 3,500 children, since the year 2000, have been named after the 2008 Olympics.

3,500 were named “Aoyun”, meaning Olympics, in 2000 when the bid first came up to have the Olympics in China.

Additionally, more than 4,000 people have been named after the “Five Friendlies.” The Five Friendlies are 5 different animated characters that play in Chinese Olympics commercials.

The names are Bei Bei (880 people), Jing Jing (1,240), Huan Huan (1,063), Ying Ying (624) and Ni Ni (642). When put together, the phrase translates to “Beijing welcomes you!”

Parental Love: Aren’t these children lucky to have parents such as these. A life time of therapy in the offering.

The Good Word From the Great Orange Satan

So I read this in Newsweek:

As much as Republicans and the media like to talk about the 60-vote threshold for any anti-war legislation, the fact is that if no legislation gets passed, there’s no money for war. A tough and principled Democratic caucus could force compromise on this legislation and, if none were forthcoming from the GOP, then see the war defunded by default. Either way, the public would cheer.

Looking for a angle to hate on the Great Orange Satan, I have come up with . . . plagiarism.

I’m kidding. Good to see Newsweek has gotten the message.

Frequency Friday: On The Air

Greetings from Fall River, MA!

Yep, the k357r3ls are out of the South at last!

Fall River, MA gave rise to a few famous folks…..

among others.

So I came here to get out of the South, and to do radio…..



….well, not exactly, but there is a Portuguese station in the building…..

Hey, look! A Portuguese video!

Just thought I’d throw that in.

On the air below the fold…….

Well, first and foremost, in case I don’t get to you again before then, Happy Thanksgiving.

Finally cracked into talk radio. I’m the fill-in guy for whoever can’t make it, and I gotta tell ya, it’s easier than I thought it would be. All you gotta do is have a couple three things an hour you can center on, and then you just be you. The listeners do the rest. And this place has some great loyal listeners. My phones go off the HOOK.

So to speak.



…although it did mean leaving my part of the spectrum.

It is a little bittersweet, in a way, after all those years of spinning records…..

but it’s well worth it. It’s not quite what I thought it would be. It’s not “all politics, all the time.” There’s a lot of talking about..just…life. Like today, I did “landlord/tenant horror stories”, yesterday being the great american Smokeout, I touched on that, and of course, one subject I cover a lot is my m3n…



…but, make no mistake, the politics is like, 65% of it. And you know where I stand, no doubt.

When the shit hits the fan, it’s on….

The midday guy is a conservative. He was off for the day, so they brought in a fill in guy name of Charlie Lyons. He devoted the last hour of his show to impeachment.

Remember that this guy is subbing for a con, but he’s a liberal.

A NICE liberal.

I, however, am NOT a nice liberal.

Nope nope not me.

So some asswipe fuckstick mouthbreather calls in and starts trying to threadjackoff into Clinton and Ted Kennedy.

And I wasn’t having it.

I have a mike too.

And I good and god-damned sure used it.

A voice spoke in my head:

Instead, we need to just attack attack attack these bozos.  Let’s stop methodically explaining away and treating their filth as “quaintly innocent and naively misguided apprehensions.”  Liberals need to trivialize, marginalize, and belittle their political religious & cultural beliefs. Just shit on them maliciously until potatoes grow on top of their heads.

Fuck them. Make them fight our words on their terms and tie themselves in knots for a change.

(- Caoimhin Laochdha)

And I flat fucking went OFF on the guy. Just let him right the fuck have it.

The host was taken aback. I think I looked like a lithium case or something. I could feel a vein pulsing in my temple.

Keri, she who hired me, was out driving around at the time, and heard it all.

When she came back, she was grinning like a fish.

How do you like me NOW, darlin’? 🙂

And Charlie? He spent the rest of that hour….a little dazed.

Like I said, I’m NOT a pantywaist milquetoast liberal.

I didn’t get into talk radio to play nice with conservatives.

I got into it to pummel, abuse, humiliate and discredit the fuckers.

I come to bring pain.

Because the bastards deserve it.

Everything I can give, and more.

I am an instrument of retribution.

I am a burdizzo clamp.

I am a claymore mine.

Front. Toward. Enemy.

Peace………….

After, that is, I fuck them up.









The first song to air on MTV at its inception….

On August 1, 1981, at 12:01 a.m., MTV: Music Television launched with the words “Ladies and gentlemen, rock and roll,” spoken by original COO John Lack. Those words were immediately followed by the original MTV theme song, a crunching guitar riff written by Jonathan Elias and John Petersen, playing over a montage of the Apollo 11 moon landing. MTV producers Alan Goodman and Fred Seibert used this public domain footage as a conceit, associating MTV with the most famous moment in world television history.[citation needed]

Appropriately, the first music video shown on MTV was “Video Killed the Radio Star” by The Buggles.

I’m still alive.

I’ll let you know how it goes.

Friday Night at Eight: Journey to the Core of the Human Spirit

So in my blogging around the b’sphere, I have been battling memes.  I am a meme killer!  Woo hoo!

Latest is over the immigration issue, Spitzer, the Dems, the third rail, all that jazz.  The meme that makes me most murderous is the notion “What is it about illegal you don’t understand?”  All of a sudden seemingly liberal bloggers have become law & order Wyatt Earp’s, deciding that the rule of law is far more important than silly feel-good stuff like human rights and human rights abuses.  It appears to me that if someone has broken a law, it is then very easy to hide behind that thought even when the enforcement of that law entails violence and punishments far outweighing the crime.

But this essay is not about the immigration issue.  One of the biggest frustrations in blogging about what is called “social justice” is there are so many injustices?  Which do I choose?  New Orleans?  Burma?  Mexico?  Darfur?  Gaza?

I choose not to choose.  I choose to deny any lines between these injustices.  For they all have the same root cause.

I’d like to introduce everyone (or re-introduce if you already know her) to Helen Bamber.  She is a remarkable woman with a remarkable story.

From a New York Times review by Sara Ivy of Helen’s biography, “The Good Listener,” by Neil Belton:

Helen Bamber grew up in London during World War II in an embittered Jewish refugee family and was scarcely an adult when she traveled as a relief worker to the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp just after the end of the war. Struck by the physical and spiritual wreckage she witnessed among the survivors of Nazi persecution, she decided to spend her life helping to rehabilitate torture victims by listening to their stories and advocating against similar abuses.

In his first book, ”The Good Listener,” Neil Belton suggests that for Bamber this work has fulfilled a moral imperative; ignoring human rights violations means being an acomplice in such behavior. It also means invalidating the victim’s experience of suffering and hampering his ability to recover.

Belton has written a comprehensive, thoughtful biography of a woman who possesses a near compulsion to challenge the brutality that those in power sometimes inflict. He includes wrenching recent examples of torture of political prisoners in Chile, South Africa and Israel. He proposes that systematic mental and physical abuses are neither impulsive nor merely sadistic; in this century, torture has become a ”bureaucratic industry’

I read this book years ago and have recently thought again of Helen Bamber.  She was a complex person, did not consider herself a “good” person.  Her father read Mein Kampf to her when she was little, he was a fearful and bitter man.  Her mother compensated by being overly frivolous and indulgent in socializing.

From a 1999 News Hour interview with Jim Lehrer:

HELEN BAMBER: The medical foundation was established at the end of 1985, and the purpose of the organization was to offer a comprehensive, holistic service to people who live in the UK and who suffered torture. We have seen over 16 — I think it’s now about 17,500 people since we started. We saw, last year, just under 3,000 new people. Torture’s a very complex issue. It affects not only somebody’s body that’s been assaulted, and maybe even mutilated or injured, it’s about the effect on the family and on the children. And so we began to develop services that were what we felt to be appropriate for people whose cultures were different, whose belief systems were different, whose views of healing were different than perhaps our own, so that listening to them, understanding what mattered to them, became very important indeed, so that we entered a learning situation as much as, what, a caring or giving situation.

CHARLES KRAUSE: Why is it, do you think, that countries which are considered civilized countries– countries like Chile, countries like Argentina, countries like Israel, where you have, in fact, been and testified about the use of torture– why do they continue to use torture as a method against their own people?

HELEN BAMBER: It’s a very good question, and it’s a very difficult one to answer. It’s,

I suppose for some, an effective way of maintaining political power. I think it’s fearful governments, governments who want to eliminate an enemy and control the population. And by torturing some of the main opponents, it’s an example to others of what might happen to them. I don’t think it ever really works. You never get the names that you want. You never get total political control. There will always be a movement for change. There will always be people who will surmount it. But it’s a devastating practice, and it is unbelievable that it continues in over 90 countries today. I wish I had the answer.

CHARLES KRAUSE: In this book, one of the questions that Neil Belton asks again and again is why someone dedicates their life to good, to doing good, to trying to help the victims of torture, as you have done. Why have you spent your life at this work, doing this sort of thing?

HELEN BAMBER: I don’t feel I’m necessarily doing good. I think that I’m using skills, and my colleagues are using skills, to help people overcome some very terrible things that have happened to them, to find a way to live again. I don’t think of myself as doing good, really, but what can I say? I was influenced as a child to abhor violence and cruelty. I lived with the fear of it for many years as a child growing up in London, where fascists were strong, or seemed to me to be very strong, where they were marching through the streets of London, where fascism was growing in Europe. And I suppose in a way, I’ve always been dealing with my own fears. We could put it like that, that I’ve been trying to overcome my fear and my wish to see change. I believe that we can make change, but it’s so difficult, but that’s what I’m working for. I want more understanding of why we carry violence within us that, given certain opportunities, spurts out into cruelty. And we’re not good at that. We’ve conquered so much in the 20th century in terms of medicine and science, but we’ve learned relatively little about ourselves and we are very cruel beasts. But we have — we have other things as well.

 

In a keynote speech Bamber gave on the topic “Building Communities,” she tried to explain the nexus between helping victims of torture and community:

I have found the title of the conference, “Building Communities”, a little daunting, but it has given me the scope to reflect on various episodes in my working life in which the investment in community began to represent more than a sensible social endeavour, but rather a means of creative survival for the individuals it involves.

To return to Belsen, if I may, my unit established a hospital in Belsen to enable people to try to find their loved ones, and a theatre where people might perform what was impossible for them to say. With the help of the American humanitarian agency, workshops were set up in Belsen and other camps. Communities within the camps, especially in Belsen, took form and developed.

What did we learn from this experience? First, of course, is that helping to develop a community post-war in a situation of continuing violence and chaos, in which the question of integration into a larger community or a host community has no place, is fraught with difficulty and hostility. Our role as carers and providers took on the additional role of advocacy, a role that could in certain situations create tensions amongst ourselves.

Helen Bamber was not trained as a therapist.  She was, however, consumed with the determination to face her fears, fears her father inculcated in her when she was a child by teaching her very early about how terrible human beings can be to each other.

And she was not a cuddly do-gooder, either.  She herself said she rarely cried when listening to victims of torture tell her story.  She held them, rocked them, but most of all, she listened.

Bamber believes:

… the world is divided into two types, bystanders who see only what they want, and proper witnesses who observe and record the truth.

She has worked with victims of torture from the concentration camps of Germany to the Gaza, in Latin America, all around the world.  She is a proper witness.

Torture.  When does mistreatment become torture?  To me, one of the definitions has to be making a human being feel utterly powerless, that anything can be done to them and there is no recourse, no defense they can bring to the situation.  In America one of the most profound laws we have is that we are entitled to defense, that we are innocent until proven guilty.  That applies to anyone on our soil, not just American citizens.

But that is not what has happened.  Instead we have the least powerful among us, the most vulnerable, being tortured in so many ways that the word itself becomes meaningless and I have to switch to saying these actions are human rights abuses.

In New Orleans, the “annnual suicide rate  has increased from nine per 100,000 before the storm to more than 26 per 100,000 after Katrina.”

In New Orleans those who lived in public housing were forced to evacuate, to lose their homes — homes that sometimes held generations of their families, neighbors, their homes, and were not allowed to return and still are not allowed to return.  The folks in New Orleans have suffered and yet we hear so much cruelty, people saying they are fools to live there, that poor folks are at fault for their poverty, that no one owes anyone a home, cruel things, and the media reports those things.

And to the East, after a horrific and brutal raid in New Bedford, Massachusetts:

WASHINGTON — Eleven members of the New Bedford families who were separated from their relatives after the March raid on a leathergoods factory came to the nation’s capital yesterday to urge the government to stop cracking down on suspected illegal immigrant workers.

Among them were Lixiere and Yessica , a New Bedford couple originally from El Salvador, and their 2-year-old son, Jefferson. Both parents, who worked as machine operators at the factory, said they spent a week in detention after the raid. Meanwhile, their child was cared for by his uncle and was traumatized by the abrupt separation.

“In those days he did not want to eat,” said Lixiere, who declined to give their last name because of their ongoing immigration case. “He only asked for us. He lost three pounds.”

Now reunited, the trio drove to Washington with eight other New Bedford immigrants in a trip organized by the Boston-based Massachusetts Immigrant and Refugee Advocacy Coalition, or MIRA. They took part in a mock hearing about the impact of immigration raids on families, urging a moratorium on such crackdowns before a panel of social activism leaders.

The mock hearing was held on a day in which the White House and Senate leaders announced an accord on legislation that would allow many undocumented workers to stay legally in the country.

Lixiere told his story alongside a Cape Verdean woman who said her first name was Sandra. After the New Bedford raid, she said, she was flown to a detention center in Texas and was separated from her 15-month-old daughter for 10 days.

The panel also heard from Amaro Laria , a Harvard Medical School professor who specializes in the psychiatric treatment of Latinos. Laria told the panel of treating several New Bedford immigrant children for severe anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress.

Immigrant -rights activists argued that the government was responsible for the children’s distress.

“We want the government to stop the raids because families are being torn apart every day,” said Carlos Saavedra , a MIRA Coalition organizer. “We need to reform the immigration system and stop treating people like scapegoats. These families weren’t selling drugs or doing anything bad. They were just working — and being exploited at their jobs, too.”

Separating parents from children.  There will be a price those children and those parents will pay that has nothing to do with “the law.”

Yet is there sympathy even in the face of this terrible reality?  Let’s look at the ICE’s response:

But Marc Raimondi , press secretary for the Immigration and Customs Enforcement division of the Department of Homeland Security, said the agency is just doing its job by enforcing the law.

“If a parent fails to pay a mortgage and the house is foreclosed upon, that action is going to affect the child, but that doesn’t mean banks should stop collecting mortgages,” Raimondi said. “The same thing goes for law enforcement. The responsibility lies upon the family member who is violating the law, not the government for enforcing the law.”

What is it about “illegal that you don’t you understand?”

Some people have power.  They mistake power for the law.  They use that power against those who have none.  There are consequences to that act.

There are witnesses to that act.  There are folks who will be “proper witnesses who observe and record the truth. ”  They see into the core of the human spirit without sentimentality or tears but with great anger and understanding and compassion.  They see those who hide behind the word “LAW” while they torture and oppress and commit injustices against the human spirit.

And that’s why there is no one story.  New Orleans.  Darfur.  Burma.  Undocumented migrants.  Iraqi citizens.  Prisoners of war.  Jews in Nazi Germany.  Palestinians in Gaza.  It is all one story about the human spirit.  You can see only what you want, be a bystander.  Or you can be a proper witness and observe and record the truth.

To me, that is social justice.  It is all about humanity, and borders and laws have nothing to do with that.

And one last irony.  From a London book review of Bamber’s biography:

She was born in London in 1925. Her paternal grandparents, who may have been illegal immigrants, had come to England 30 years before, after wanderings from Poland to America and back.

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